Loneliness

Every day is the same , I am tired of this monotonous life . I do everything my parents want me to do . I am so tired of all and this, I am tired of being the perfect daughter . I don't remember when was the last time I did something because I want to do.

I love my parents but they treated me like I am a broken toy they want to fix . I just want to scape,go far away as posible and be free , truly free . Go to the forest and hike for hours , I just want to be free and in peace .

But in my life the word freedom doesn't exist. I live a enormous house full of expensive things but my parents are never there . They are always traveling never in home.

I am not allowed to go out . My parents always said that the word is a cruel place . I tried several times to scape when I was 10 . I remember climbing a tree to get over the wall and get out of the house but security trap me . When my parents knew that they just increase more the security and lock me in my room for a week .

So I spend my days in my room reading and studying. Well mostly reading , I find comfort in books. At least they bring me joy something I rare have.

Miss Ayla, Miss Ayla where are you ??

I am here Ana.

Don't call me Miss Ayla please, just Ayla.

Your parents just call they will return home in two weeks.

Really that's great !!

Thanks for telling me Ana .

Do you want something??

Yes , a tea please.

Ok, miss

Well at least that it's a good news, for months I haven't seen them . I miss my mom so much, I miss my father Eleazar too but I have always had a very powerful connection with my mother Kate.

My mother and I use to spend hour in the rose garden walking and talking , it was so much fun being with her . My father was more reserved he didn't talk to me a lot , he was always distant with me .

My parents use to tell me stories before I go to bed, this story was about a kingdom full of prosperity and peace but all because of the kindness of the Queen and King that rule . I use to love those stories but then i didn't like them anymore , maybe it was because that kingdom was full of joy and freedom and I was trap in my home .

Miss Ayla .

Come in .

Your tea, Miss

Thanks .

At least I have a place to scape before they return. A place where I could be my self ,the attic . Security will never search for me there not even Ana. This pass days I have been there looking for books and family pictures, trying to distract myself . Today I will return at least no one will find me ,I just have to wait for the right time.

I look through my room window and I saw that the sky was getting darker ,it was time . I get out of my room silently and close the door. I was very dark but I managed getting to stairs without problem, it wasn't a surprise for me I now every room and detailed from this house.

I managed to get to the attic without anyone noticing, so I close the door the more silently I could . I lit up a candle and sat in an old chair . There in the silence I started searching for new books to read. Everything was very dusty and every corner was full of dust. I don't know why the cleaning personal didn't clean this area. Well is not my problem anyway maybe is other ridiculous rules of my parents.

I was almost to give up looking for books when I saw a red blood drawer. It was so buetiful, I have never see something more elegant .

I was going to open it when I saw I needed a key to open it. Well maybe I am not lucky today . I will return tomorrow, perhaps I will look for the key .