So what was it?

"A dog?"

"Yes, a dog."

"Which dog?"

"This is what I said, you can understand it yourself."

After saying that, Daoyuan Civet jumped onto the bookshelf, curled up, and looked at Qin Shili quietly.

It didn't give Qin Shili the correct answer. He didn't intend to get involved in these matters, but he couldn't hold back also, so he revealed to her that it was written by a dog.

Specifically a person who is more like dog than a human.

It is purely to complain that the person was a dog.

Qin Shili was confused. There are many spirit dogs in Xuanyun Sect, but spirit dogs are not allowed to enter the Library. Besides, she has been in the Xuanyun Sect for so long, and her cultivation has also been promoted to the 7th rank of Spirit Realm. She has have never seen a spirit dog that has the same high intelligence as Senior Dao Yuan.

Could it be that she was ignorant?

Qin Shili has high comprehension, and after thinking about it that senior Daoyuan will not tell her straightly, maybe the dog is just a person's moral, what the dog represents was loyalty, maybe a loyal person wrote this line of words.

Qin Shili was gifted with extraordinary talent and superb strength. Her cultivation has been smooth and she has never been frustrated. This unique condition is what the Xuanyun Sect disciples dream of.

But she is a confused person. Unlike those monks, she has no heart to save the common people, and she not so dedicated to fighting the strong and helping the weak for justice.

She doesn't have that ambition, she just thinks that this is what she should do as a person of her realm and status. It was the only path she has.

I am not interested in strengthening my cultivation, even when I brokethrough to the 7 level of the spiritual realm, I'm not that much happy. The same is true for love. Even though she has been pursued by countless men, she does not have even the slightest heartbeat towards them, and she became a cold and ruthless woman.

I don't know what to pursue, even if I have a beautiful appearance, my soul is like a walking dead.

She often comes to the library to read, eager to get spiritual comfort from the books, pursue a higher spiritual realm, and remove her confusion.

She has read many esoteric books, "A Thousand Years of Solitude" is one of them, but no matter how many books she reads, she is still confused and still can't find the direction of her life that she wants.

She read a sentence in a book: If you are confused, please go out of your circle and see new things, maybe you will find the meaning of your life.

She also understands the truth, reading thousands of books is not as good as traveling thousands of miles. She has been to many places, she has seen the customs and customs of many places, and she has seen many new things, but she still cannot find the meaning of her life.

"Have you found your ideal book?"

There was a sound from the civet cat.

Qin Shili shook her head slightly: "Not yet."

"What book are you looking for?"

"I don't know either, I'm still looking for it."

"No, the book you crave isn't here."

"why?"

"Because your heart is like the abyss."

Daoyuan civet said earnestly, it has seen Qin Shili's thoughts from the line on the note, but it will not bluntly say it, it is just a leisurely civet that sees all kinds of life.

"Senior Daoyuan, am I..."

"I don't make such evaluations, and I won't persuade you. You have to walk through your own road in the future. You can just follow your original wishes."

Daoyuan Civet makes a simple reply to show its attitude, and it is its principle to maintain neutrality and no interfering style.

Qin Shili didn't write the sentence for no reason at all, "I have the sea and blue sky, but my heart is full of abyss", but she had a terrible idea, that she couldn't find the meaning of the future in the Xuanyun Sect's thousands of books, so she had a bad idea in her heart. , going towards the abyss.

However, Daoyuan Civet also doesn't know what Qin Shili's terrible thoughts are. Qin Shili won't tell it, and it won't ask her.

The civet cat dragged its fat body and walked slowly, leaving Qin Shili alone, sitting quietly at the desk, looking at the note.

After many efforts, she still could not find the meaning of the future she wants, and then she had a terrible idea, and that idea became stronger and stronger.

I also know that if this terrible idea is allowed to develop in the future, she will definitely fall into the abyss.

Originally owning the blue sky and the sea, it means that the future is bright for oneself, but the abyss in the heart is a strong delusion in the heart, which is far from being removed.

This is her secret, a secret that no one can understand, she hides it deeply and doesn't dare to tell anyone about it. But she is a flesh-and-blood human, no matter how cold she is, she still longs for someone to understand her.

She is eager to vent, and she can only write her inner thoughts euphemistically on a note and put it into a dry and incomprehensible book.

She had fantasized that someone would turn to this piece of paper and read her mind.

But her sanity told her it was impossible.

But the fact...

On this note, there is a sentence on it.

Is this in response to her words? But what does this mean?

Qin Shili's comprehension is far higher than ordinary people. After closing her eyes and pondering for a while, a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in her mind, and she became enlightened.

I see.