The mom who had Autism

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One day, there was an African-American woman named Marise who had Autism, she was seemingly on the high functioning side.

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Marise was able to think for herself but her actions were controlled a lot by autism, she would take care of herself because her parents taught her how.

Marise talks to her dad in sign language about a lot of things since she can't talk, she says "So, the UFO was super cool and I think it could be real, anyway, what if there was a movie about a crazy person going through her own mental battles while actually fighting a demonic force?"

How ironic...

Marise can't talk due to how severe her autism is. So, Her dad taught her sign language. Marise keeps on talking in sign language saying "It would be a great movie. I also think it's a good idea to try and find common angels, you know, angels who pretend to be humans but aren't? THAT WOULD BE SO COOL!" She laughs at the last sentences. Her sign repeats twice itself whenever she tries to say "It" in sign language.

Her dad grabs her by the hand and then takes her to a stove saying "Okay, let me teach you how to cook and fire safety. I'll be in the grave, rolling over dead before you live with psycho strangers, You aren't going to depend on strangers your whole life after we die!" Out loud in English, not ASL/American Sign Language, or any Sign Language, she can understand English.

Her parents taught her sign language because she can't speak due to her autism and how far she is on the spectrum of autism.

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One day Marise met Johnson, a handsome Anguillan man. He was the love of her life, her dad always told her to get someone willing to care for her due to her mental illness and the severity of it, and when he was willing to help her out and keep her in situations that wouldn't trigger her, she saw a lot of light in the future.

Marise met him at a bus stop, Johnson walks slowly and methodically to her, When she's not looking, he pats her on the back and she looks at him in shock, Johnson says "Hi." So she says "Hi." back in sign language.

Marise grabs his shirt because she likes the feeling of certain clothing, he's confused. She tells him in sign language "Your shirt feels nice." As she does sign language she gets a tic where she seems to twitch her arms, making her visibly annoyed because she's trying to speak to him using the only way she knows how.

Johnson says "I'm Johnson." So she tells him in sign language "I'm Marise, I have autism, so if I... Get... Weird. I'm sorry for doing that, do you speak- Do you speak sign language?" She repeats the last sentence in sign language due to her autism causing her to have a tic which annoys her again, she doesn't like that because it makes her feel like he could misunderstand her.

Johnson could read sign language due to his deaf brother, so he says "I have a deaf brother, are you deaf?" In sign to her, she replies in sign language "No, I'm autistic and my type of autism isn't perfect, so, I have to use sign to speak. I would like to hear my own voice, I can, it's just that... It's difficult. I don't know how to sign that difficulty into words."

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Marise immediately felt self-conscious because some people see children with autism as annoying and end up leaving the parents of those children, not hanging out with them, etc. due to how they feel about them. Her dad was always the more sympathetic dad of the bunch, he never wants to hurt her, in fact, he was the reason his wife started prepping her for the real world and getting her to learn how to take care of herself in the first place.

Marise starts twiddling her fingers together, she looks away from Johnson, began pacing around, he thought she was having a sensory overload and asked "Is it the noise?" She shook her head to say no. There wasn't much noise at all around her to trigger her autism.

Flashback...

Her mom and dad are sitting on the couch, her mom is calling "Marise, come here, baby!" But she's not responding, she prefers to be alone and play. She's staring at her favorite toy intently, her dad says "It's the autism, I think. I don't know what's going on." Marise is 5-years-old.

Her mom says "Sometimes, I wish I'd just had an abortion, like, I drowned her, like, if I did, she would not be a burden." Which makes her dad have an emotional breakdown and yell and scream because he felt like his daughter was going through the same arrogance surrounding some women with their autistic children.

He starts shouting which catches the attention of Marise that "YOU CAN'T JUST KILL OUR DAUGHTER! SHE DIDN'T MEAN TO BE SICK! SHE'S NOT HER AUTISM, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! I CAN'T BELIEVE I MARRIED YOU!" At his wife.

His wife is never the angrier at him and yells "You try dealing with Marise!" This shocks Marise because she heard the commotion, all of it. Marise didn't know what abortion was and at first, didn't pay any attention to her mom when she talked about aborting her because she thought she was talking about someone else, it made Marise sad to hear she didn't like somebody, however, and she knew her mom didn't like the other person by the tone of her voice.

After that, her dad began monitoring her mom's behavior around her...

Her mom is sitting at the table with Marise, Marise is being fed cereal and her dad says "Let her feed herself." Her mom is frustrated saying "How?!" And he yells "DO IT!" So she stops feeding her, Marise becomes confused and asks in sign language "Daddy- ?" He yells "Pick up the spoon, try your best, you can do it." He looks at his wife cautiously afterward.

Marise tries to feed herself for the first time without her mother aiding her, she twitches, repeats dipping the spoon in the food twice but DOES put the food in her mouth. Her dad says "Do it, again." Happily and sweetly. She does it again, she has tics during but continues eating her cereal, her mother is angry and in shock.

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Present-day...

Captions: "5 months after meeting Johnson."

Johnson would set the music low for her in the car, keep her in places where wasn't too much going on, keeping things peaceful for her. He understood when Marise seemed unaware of how he felt, or when she'd just take things from him out of impulse out of the blue.

The song "melancholy hill" plays as we see these events play out in the pictures and films.

Johnson is in his car at the gas station turning down the music, which goes back to normal in another scene where he takes her to a meadow with not much action, he smiled at her and kissed her on the cheek making her kiss him back impulsively.

In another scene, In a mall, Marise is hugging him, then goes and pulls his tag off of the shirt he was trying out and puts it on the shelf then he says "No, don't do that!" She tells him in sign language "I was only trying to help you, it looks ugly with the tag."

He seems shocked as she seems to not even notice his shock and goes on to grab the tag as other customers stare at her in laughter, not to mock her, but simply because they believe the situation between them is funny.

Johnson laughs but she doesn't respond to his laughter yet she knows he's laughing. She gets the tag and stuffs it in his pocket saying to him in sign language "If we buy glue, we can glue or sew it back on if we sow, also, are you laughing at me by mocking me?!"

Then she slaps him in the store as others look at her in shock due to the force of her slap to his face as she is highly offended by his laughter because she thinks he's mocking her when in reality, he's just laughing. After all, the others are laughing. Laughter is contagious.

Johnson yells "Don't slap me, I'm not mocking you!" She feels embarrassed and then sighs saying to him in sign language "I'm sorry." Then she passionately kisses and hugs him in the mall.

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Captions: 7 months later...

Then one day, she got married to Johnson. They lived together in her parents' house and Johnson helped take care of her, he moved her out of her parents' house against her parents' wishes and cut off contact with them. She was not okay with that and told him by using sign language.

He didn't seem to care. Marise punched him because he wouldn't take her back to her parents' house, he tackled her to the ground. She was emotionally distressed, in awe, because she couldn't believe he'd do that to her and then Marise became concerned for her own well-being and her parents, worrying they'd be worried about her, and Marise wondered when she'd be able to see them, she cried all night and day and tried to compose herself a lot.

Here's how it all played out...

At the wedding, Johnson says "I do." And then Marise signs to him "I really do." before the priest says "You may now kiss the bride." Marise kisses him passionately.

After the wedding, they go on their honeymoon, they have a great time eating ice cream and spending alone time together. dancing and playing in the gardens throwing roses at each other.

Captions: After the honeymoon...

They return to her parents' home and stay with them for a bit. Johnson helps cook for her when her mom is too tired. her mom cooks the next day when Johnson is busy flirting with Marise. Her mom smiles as she looks at them together flirting.

She yells to her husband "They're so cute together!" Marise kisses Johnson on the cheek ten times in a row.

Captions: 10 months of marriage later...

8 months into the marriage, Johnson's Brother had informed the family on some mental health issues that Johnson had growing up.

You see, Johnson was trying to hide his crazy side, and he was doing well, but something broke in him...

7 months into the marriage, Johnson's behavior had changed to something sinister.

He was attacking people, violent, etc.

Johnson hasn't hurt Marise.... Yet...

10 months into the marriage, Johnson bought a house for them.

He got the money for the new house by hacking into one of his rich ex's bank account and taking the money and putting it in his own. Marise's family had no idea. They didn't even know about the hacking.

His ex found out but he threatened her into not telling, and knowing him, she was too scared to do anything about it.

Marise asked him "Where'd you get the money?" In sign language, Johnson lies saying "I got it out of my 4-O-1-K after I quit my job and I just found a house that's perfect that I could afford, I wanted to surprise you."

Johnson decided to talk to the family about Marise moving out of her parents' home.

Johnson sits at the dinner table at night with her family saying "The bible says to leave and cleave, so I bought me and Marise a house to start our own family in, you're welcome to come and visit us always. We'll be moving out of this house fully in our own house in about a week, we appreciate the kindness that you've shown us, but I believe that she'll be happier and freer and feel more independent if it's just me and her in the privacy of our own home."

Her mom and dad are highly suspicious of his behavior, saying "I don't know." Together In sync.

Her dad says "Um... Do you believe that you can take care of Marise by yourself and I'm very concerned because, just to be honest with you, lately, you've been acting almost psychotic, son. You're brother told me that you had a mental issue earlier on in life. Now, I know Marise has an issue but you know about it and we've been upfront with you from the very beginning concerning it but you have not been straight with us and given us the same courtesy, son, you didn't tell us you have a mental issue. I can't let you move in with Marise with you acting crazy like this and if you hurt her, I'ma have to hurt you. If you take all that I have from me, I'll take all you have, life included. All that I ask is that I have given you my daughter unscathed and if you don't want her at any point, don't put your hands on her, just bring her back to me unscathed or else I will scathe you. I can't let her move in with you until you get yourself some help. I said all of this to say No."

Johnson told the father "I'm not mentally ill but I respect your wishes and to avoid confusion... Um... And keep the peace, because we are family, right? We'll stay here a little while longer and I'll prove to you that I'm a good husband and that Marise will be well-taken care of with me. I'm doing this out of my love for Marise and my new family.

Then Her mom gets up from the table in a hurry and grabs her daughter's arm and pulls Marise to Marise's bedroom yelling "COME WITH ME!"

Marise's bedroom is all pink with pink furniture, walls, ceilings, and floors. She has a double bed, a mirror, a desk, a laptop, a toy train set, those are the only things in her room and they are completely covered in pink.

Her mother was black, the whole family was black, her mom would not use slang at most times but she only used it when things got too weird in terms of her daughter's safety.

Her mom says "You cain't stay married to him, and I'm sorry for lettin' you, he did a lot of crazy things to other people that was psychotic but he need a check up from the neck up. It's been over a year, he just NOW decides to buy a NEW HOUSE, we've been living with him for over a YEAR! He DOES realize that bills are not an "Only US and YOU" Job! Let me reiterate my sentence, he not payin' no bills, you cain't pay bills, I'm sorry, yo' daddy want you to be independent but honestly I'm scared of you being on your own and you bein' alone with Johnson after his behavior this past week- Screw it, MONTH! TWO MONTHS, to be exact! Then he has no job! I thought he had one, I thought he'd get one, he quit once he got with us! I love you! I really do! But this brotha' got me thinkin' he ain't right in the head, you cain't take care of yo'self by yourself. If he hurt you, I'ma have to call on Smith and Wesson!"

Marise says to her mom in sign language in denial "You're making him seem like he's really crazy!"

Johnson's behavior scared the crap out of her mom, that is. Her mom yells "Marise, you don't remember when He tried to stab the mailman!? You don't think that's crazy?! You, being an autistic individual, had to muster up everything in yo' being to stop that crazy psychopath from, killing the mailman! I was so scared for you because he was so out of his mind, I didn't even know if he was gonna harm YOU or what! I'm not gonna let you move in with him. Let him get help and then you can be with him afterward."

Marise signs to her mom "I didn't really wanna move out with him like this, either... After I've seen this other side. I don't even know who I'm married to, anymore."

An hour later, he gave her some nice tea with a sleep aid in it. She drank it before bed. She fell asleep easily.

Captions: At 2 A.M...

It's after midnight, and the moon is out, Johnson, while Marise sleeps, carries her sleeping body out to a car. Her mom and dad were on high alert before they fell asleep, so they locked the doors and slept on the couch but he went out through the window. He lays her on the ground in front of his car, then he takes out his keys and unlocks it, he picks her up and puts her in the car.

Then he drives off.

In the morning, she wakes up in a brightly colored purple room, all the furniture and the walls and the floor and the ceiling is completely lavender purple. She is highly confused, her room is all pink. She sees the furniture is different, there is a single bed she is laying on, she stares at it in impulse due to her autism as it acts on emotions in her brain, she's completely confused by the scenery difference.

Then, her husband, Johnson walks in saying "Hello, dear." Marise says to him in sign language "What the fluffle-puffs?! I hardly EVER sign that to you, so I'm in deep confusion, where the heck am I?!"

Johnson giggles then says "It's okay. It's our new house." She impulsively looks around in deep confusion and shock and starts looking through all the drawers and new toys and closets and all that. Then she looks at him as if it was the last straw, in shock, not in anger, just in pure shock, her head turns to him slowly in deep confusion and fear.

She ran and told him in sign language "I told you, I want to go home!" He told her "No, we're staying here!" So she punched him in frustration. He tackled her and dragged her to the corner of the room, she was crying and distraught. She wanted to see her mom and dad and was scared she'd never see them again.

Captions: That night...

Marise cried in bed instead of sleeping.

Captions: The next day...

Marise cried in bed instead of sleeping, she didn't want to leave.

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Captions: 3 months later...

When he made her have sex with him, she tried to escape by any means possible, when she gave birth, she kept the baby in her care, watching over her son she named Golden closely and methodically.

Here's what went down with that situation...

Marise is playing with a fidget spinner, it was originally a toy made for autistic children. Marise just liked to spin it because it was interesting in a sense to watch it spin around.

Marise started looking into painting, she ended up painting for 5 hours at a time, random different paintings.

We see the small cartoony paintings and big portraits pile up. Autism can cause obsessions over certain things, eventually, she became obsessed with painting and it took over much of her daily life.

Her husband walks to her asking "Why don't you do that with me? You spend like 30 hours a day on that thing." A day is 24 hours.

Marise as she paints twiddles her thumb in her mouth, Marise looks at her husband, then looks away and takes 7 more glances at him. She wasn't looking him in the eyes, she looked at his hands, posture, hair, feet, etc.

A tic is a sudden, repetitive, nonrhythmic motor movement or vocalization involving discrete muscle groups. Tics can be invisible to the observer, such as abdominal tensing or toe crunching. Common motor and phonic tics are, respectively, eye blinking and throat clearing.

She started moving around strangely as a tic, she was very nervous. Johnson yells "You hardly ever speak to me!" Marise ran off and cried in the corner. Marise didn't know he was upset, to be honest. She thought he was fine with it.

Marise made unusual sounds with her vocal cords, she stopped looking at him and focused on her stress.

Johnson grabbed her and forced her into the bedroom as she screamed and he took his clothes off...

Captions: 7 weeks later...

Johnson looks at the pregnancy test he bought for her and she stares at it and signs to him "I'm having a baby..." She wasn't happy because she was worried her autism would make it hard to care for the baby.

Johnson said, "Have an abortion." She was shocked, she came from a Christian background and God had a huge part in her life to a point where, while she KNEW people could have autism, she even suspected some people were possessed by demons who ruined the host's life and only tried to make it look like the person had autism.

Basically, she knew autism was real and didn't know if everyone who was diagnosed with autism had autism (Like a misdiagnosis)

She wasn't having an abortion. She signed to him "I don't want an abortion." then repeated the sign 6 times as an act of impulsivity,

Johnson attacked her and she fought back as fight-or-flight impulsivity, Marise couldn't stop herself, and to be honest, why stop herself? It's self-defense, Especially since she's pregnant.

Marise knew that fighting would get her into a situation that would hurt the baby, but he was hitting her and thus she tried to block him from her stomach area. One arm was around her stomach, the other was blocking and punching him.

Captions: 9 months later...

They were in a delivery room, she was impulsively not pushing the baby out due to the pain she felt, the doctors asked her to "Push!"

She impulsively shook her head in pain and tears, so a nurse says "She has autism, is that a cause?" the doctor says "Listen, this is dangerous, you have to push or it could mean problems!"

Marise was screaming and shouting. Marise says "GAH!" She pushes to get the baby out healthy and happy but she's in so much pain she keeps shouting and screaming. Marise is being held down by doctors as she wriggles and wiggles trying to give birth to her son.

A nurse placed her hand on her stomach and started praying "God get her under control..." So God made her relax and push. She was no longer wrangling or wiggling. The nurse prays "Thank God."

Captions: 1 hour of labor later...

Marise sees her son be placed on her chest as she cries. she's so happy to see him. She impulsively kisses his head, arms, back, toes, legs, and feet. She's smiling. She gained an intense interest in her baby boy. She wasn't paying attention to the nurses.

She gently cuddles him and rubs his head and cuddles him and kisses him. She's scared to crush him, she knows babies are fragile from her parents and horrific news outlets of babies literally being ripped apart.

Marise looks at Johnson come to her, she starts wrangling, causing doctors to remove the baby, she starts shouting, she signs to them "Bring him back!" They put her boy into her husband's arms, she is held back by doctors as she tries to reach for her son to get her baby away from her demonic husband.

Captions: 2 months later...

Marise is happy with her baby, but when her husband walks into her room, she quickly ran into the closet and locked herself in, and cuddled her newborn.

Captions: The next day...

She was obsessed with her son, we see a flashback of the baby's birth certificate, the name on it of her son was "Golden" Then we go back to the present...

Marise checks his diaper, it smells gross, so she methodically changes it, she makes sure no-poo is on his legs and back.

Captions: 7 minutes later...

We see her breastfeeding her son. She's trying to keep him in a good breastfeeding position.

Captions: 6 minutes later...

We see her playing with Golden, her newborn son.

She plays peek a boo.

Captions: 5 hours later...

Johnson tied her up and put her in a corner, he plays with her son as she looks on terrified.

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Captions: 4 months later...

Her husband, Johnson, was a psychopath who would try to lure in girls and divorce them for no reason other than to make them pay him if they got a better job, she was chosen to be his polygamous torture mate for fun.

Marise is trying to look at his things, she is curious about what he has in there, we see her searching through a duffle bag of old divorce papers and photos of him and other women, she reads the back of them and sees that they all have older dates, like one of taken in 2007, in that one he's with a white woman who seems to have down-syndrome.

In another, he's with a Chinese woman with Albinism, her eyebrows are white, her hair is white, her skin is pinkish with pale around it, her eyes are all pink, the pupils are pink and her irises too. Her eyelashes are even white, in other words, the woman in the photo had full-on albinism. Her eyes were cross-eyed. You can see sunscreen on her arms as they're out on the beach, the Chinese woman and Johnson.

The lack of melanin in Albinos can cause their skin to bubble in the sun because melanin protects your skin from harmful UV rays that come from the sun. That's why the Chinese woman has sunscreen on.

On the back of the photo, it says "2005, 7th, July, husband, and wife." In a diary, she found in the duffle bag...

It reads:

"I finally found this hot Chinese girl, she has albinism, her eyes are cross-eyed, I can lower her self-esteem using that, oh, and she has sight issues. She's dependent a bit, I can use that. When she gets a better job than me, I'll divorce her, get her alimony."

We see Johnson at the mall flirting with another almost emaciated skinny British-American (Meaning she used to live in Britain but became a citizen of America) brown skin girl, She's a white woman and we see him take her to the back of his car and we hear them having sex.

The British-American (Meaning she used to live in Britain but became a citizen of America) woman wakes up in the morning in his car, she looks at him as she's on top of him saying "I'm not... What's the word? I don't have anorexia, I have Crohn's disease, it can make you really skinny and it can make me have brown skin by making my skin more likely to tan like that in the sun."

She gets a pain in the stomach, Johnson says "You wanna get married one day?" She says "Really?" He says "Yeah. I'm single, your single..." He's lying to her, she has no idea he has a wife.

Back with Johnson's REAL wife, Marise is in the corner crying, she bangs her head on the wall 20 times, she thinks "I've been cheated on, lied to, I can't believe this!" She starts pacing around, her newborn son is focusing on the lamplight in the living room on the blanket she put him on.

Marise ran out of the house and into the street as cars hit their breaks and stopped driving to avoid hitting her. She screams and sobs in the street as people crowd around her to see why she's doing this asking "Are you crazy?!" "Are you okay?!" "What's wrong?!"

Captions: 8 hours later.

She's being comforted by a Navajo girl named Rena, Rena says "Is he like this all the time?" And she signs to Rena "Yeah, Rena, All the time."

The baby is crying, she hears him then ran inside the house screaming as she picked him up, the door is still open, and Marise just popped out her boob on the spot and fed him as the woman went into her house, Marise turns around and sees the woman but doesn't put the boob back in, she continues to breastfeed.

Golden sucks onto her boob professionally as Marise sits on the bed in her room without communicating with anyone or even closing the front door.

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Golden was her love and she made him feel like a prince. Johnson helped care for him because he did feel love for his son in a way, he tried to be a good father.

Captions: 5 months later...

Johnson is weening his son, his son tries mushed rice for the first time, his son is in shock at the taste of the rice.

Marise looks at her son and strokes his head to make her son calm during the situation.

Golden yawns then take in another spoon of food.

Captions: 7 hours later...

Johnson is bottle-feeding Golden lovingly. Johnson is loving toward his son. Johnson kisses his sons' cheek then his son's forehead. He plays with his son's hands lovingly. He's a great dad but not a great person at all. He's a horrible person, he's evil.

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Captions: 1 month and two years later... At his son's third birthday party...

He wanted to hurt his wife but his son at 3 would walk in, to keep him out of trouble, he sent the boy to live with his grandparents from his mother's side of the family.

Here's how it went down with that situation...

His son was playing at the birthday party, eating cake and salad, his mom is putting salad leaves on his cake. Her autism was kinda causing it because she thought she could use it to make the cake healthier for her son, she did it on impulse but the idea came on its own.

The salad is the chocolate cake's topping. He loves it. He likes that the salad has CHOCOLATE ON IT and yells "The salad has CHOCOLATE! Mommy! Look!" She claps and smiles as he eats it and jumps around in excitement and joy because he's joyful.

Captions: 6 hours later.

The party-goers return home as Marise eats leftover cake with her son and Johnson waves them goodbye, he locks the door and eats cake with his family.

Captions: 2 hours later...

Golden is in his room playing as Johnson yells at his autistic wife yelling "You are impulsive, you bit my hand because I was trying to hold our son, you tried to beat me up this morning without a word to me, I just woke up!" Marise signs to him "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm the only one who says sorry. I hope I'm not. I don't remember..."

Johnson goes to the kitchen as she's in her room, he gets a knife and slashes her in the face with it, her son hears her screaming and crying, he ran to her room yelling "Mommy, are you okay?! What's wrong, mommy?! Is daddy hurting you, again?!"

He walks in on his dad slashing his mother's face and screamed in shock and horror.

Golden yells "No, no, no!" Then ran to his dad, when his dad noticed him pulling on his leg, he stopped slashing his wife and stared at his son. Golden yells "Leave mommy alone, monster daddy!" In tears.

Golden yells to his mother "Runaway, he's a monster, again! He turned into a monster!" She grabs Golden and ran off with him to the front door but it was locked, he whined as she locked herself in the bathroom.

Johnson looked at his bloody knife, then he looked out the door, he felt so uncomfortable with his son calling him a monster, he wasn't sad or scared, but very shocked and highly uncomfortable, his dad had the mental illness psychopathy, this mental illness restricts the ability to feel fear and be sad to 0%.

He does have other emotions, however, he's feeling other negative emotions and it's racking him. It was like an uncomfortableness in his stomach, light pain in his abdomen. It was as if something was telling him "This is bad, badness is bad."

He went to see the bathroom door, Golden told his mom "It's okay, mommy. Daddy won't do it, again." His mother knew her son was naïve, she was scared of Johnson hurting him, Johnson seemed to show no empathy towards her whatsoever.

Captions: The next day...

We see him punching her but then his son walks in so he stops and lets his son run to his mom while screaming "No, daddy!"

We see Marise hug her son tightly.

Captions: The next day...

We see Johnson thinking intensely... Johnson thinks "He hates me." Then Johnson pulls out his phone and calls Marise's mom saying "Hello? Listen, I'd like Golden, our son, to come live with you."

Captions: 6 hours later...

Marise is excitedly holding Golden thinking "I'm gonna be able to run away and live with my parents!" We do hear her thoughts, the viewers always heard her thoughts that were listed in the script.

Marise sees her son be taken away into the car by Johnson, she thinks "Oh, wait, Golden's thermometer!" Then she goes into the house to get it, Johnson quickly locks her in the house thinking "Got her with the thermometer! I let her leave it behind for a reason."

She was hoping to be able to see her parents. Her husband kept her trapped in the house with him.

She was hopping around, all happy, then she hears the front door lock, she goes to try and open it but it's a fail, she looks out the window, the house has keyholes both inside and outside the house.

She actually yells "NOOOO!" Banging on the window watching her husband leaves with her 3-year-old who sleeps in the backseat.

Johnson says "This'll keep you out of trouble." To his sleeping son in the backseat as Marise attempts to break the door in.

Johnson whispers to himself so that his son, Golden, won't hear "I hope my second wife isn't worried about me, I should visit her, it's been about 7 months since I'd seen her. I should motivate her to get a better job so that I can divorce her and extract the alimony."

Johnson laughs hysterically, waking his son up who asks "Daddy? Why are you laughing? What are you laughing at?" Johnson yells "Step-mommies! Dumb step-mommies who believe they matter!"

Marise cries yelling "BRING GOLDEN BACK!" She yells it over and over, she isn't really able to form long sentences, but this stressed her out so bad, she forced a couple out to PRESS her POINT.

She bangs her head on the door screaming "HELP!" Over and over.

"Help" "No" and "BRING GOLDEN BACK" Is something she often tries to say, which is why she's able to say it.

Johnson arrives at her parents' house, her dad asks Johnson "Where is my daughter?" In a stern tone of voice, Johnson says "She didn't feel up to coming over." Then Johnson left his son in her parents' arms and left his son with her parents as they held Golden together.

They kissed and hugged their grandson. Golden cried out "I want my mommy!"

At home, Marise gave up. She was slumped on the floor, her back against the wall...

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Captions: 2 months later...

One day, she taught herself by reading online how to make her autism get better by changing her diet, she wanted to plan on how to escape by making herself better able to escape.

Marise is on her husband's computer looking up ways to make her autism better to get out of this dependency and issues with her husband.

She sees a website detailing how diet can affect mental illness, her eyes get wide and she becomes fixated on her so-called "Way out."

Captions: The next day...

She begins cooking for herself, at the store she buys veggies, she goes home and gets all the unhealthy food and gives them to her neighbor, she signs to the neighbor "Goodbye." Then goes back to her house.

God teaches her how to cook and she ends up making herself good meals.

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Once she started having less and less autistic symptoms, her husband looked at her search browser and found out what she was learning.

His eyes grow wide, he asks "How did this pop-up?" He sneaks away.

Caption: "The next day..."

We see him staring at her looking those things up, he sighs with anger and disbelief and distrust that his wife won't leave him.

Captions: 3 weeks later.

She is doing VERY well, she starts talking to him as he sits on the couches with her saying "Hey, babe, I'm talking, and, um, let me be clear, if you ever hit me again, I'll slash your face like you slashed mine."

Captions: "That was the first thing she told him."

Her husband stares at her in awe. Marise thought "My health is getting better, this diet is working, I'm actually talking, and I made sure that this was theses were the first words that came out of my mouth!"

Marise goes to town on him, yelling "I want my son back, my parents back, I want you to let me leave this house, I want to leave." MaRISE thinks "Can I find a screwdriver to unscrew the whole door handle off and leave? I need to learn how to drive!"

(Keep the Capitalization the same, if you upper case the letters RISE in MaRISE, it spells rise)

Captions: "MaRISE is tired and trying to escape her husband and RISE UP!"

They found that children with ASD are five times more likely to have mealtime challenges such as tantrums, extreme food selectivity, and ritualistic eating behaviors. They also found inadequate nutrition to be more common among children with autism than in those unaffected by the disorder.

This impaired ability to both metabolize and absorb dietary sugars appears to create abnormal levels of several key bacteria in the ilea and secum, or proximal large intestine, of children with autism.

Jesus Christ AKA God told Marise "Vitamin and mineral supplements included for general deficiency in some autism treatment plans include vitamins A, B6, C, and D, as well as folate and magnesium. The National Autistic Society states that many autism interventions have been developed, with various claims of success."

Marise looks it up and finds it on google, those exact words, she starts cheerfully praying "Hallelujah, oh my gosh?" Cupping her mouth with her hand trying to compose herself. she was tearing up.

Marise goes online as her husband locks the door and puts locks on the windows, too, Like, those big old chain locks.

Marise wanted to get herself to a place where she would be hired for a job, is able to care for herself, etc. SHE WANTED TO GET HERSELF INTO PRIME MAXIMUM MENTAL HEALTH.

Marise looks up "Foods with the vitamins A, B6, C, and D."

Google tells her "Good sources of vitamin B6: Vitamin B6 is found in a wide variety of foods, including pork. poultry, such as chicken or turkey. some fish."

She goes to the door and tries to unlock it, thinking "Okay, time to escape." But the keys are nowhere to be found, she tries to search but no luck. She screams "FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS HOLY!"

She went on the computer and started ordering the food: pork. chicken, turkey. and fish.

Research in the past several years has shown that children can outgrow a diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder (ASD), once considered a lifelong condition. In a new study, researchers have found that the vast majority of such children still have difficulties that require therapeutic and educational support.

Not every adult with autism gets better. Some -- especially those with mental retardation -- may get worse. Many remain stable. But even with severe autism, most teens and adults see improvement over time, find Paul T.

There are many anecdotal reports of dramatic improvements in children with autism from parents who removed casein (milk protein) and gluten (the protein in wheat, barley, rye, and oats) from their diet.

Marise screams "Why didn't I live with the neighbors?! Was I that stupid? Oh my gosh, I was dumb!" Pacing around, jumping, and screaming.

She looks up what foods have vitamin C in them,

Vegetables with the highest sources of vitamin C include:

Broccoli, Brussels sprouts, and cauliflower.

Green and red peppers.

Spinach, cabbage, turnip greens, and other leafy greens.

Sweet and white potatoes.

Tomatoes and tomato juice.

Winter squash.

She makes herself food with the untampered potpies and broccoli, Marise thinks to herself "We have winter squash? THANK GOD! that doesn't seem like something you'd have on hand!" Her lips aren't moving.

Captions: "She's thinking, not talking."

She makes a whole meal with it and eats it.

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Captions: 6 days later...

He started to make her food and put little bits of unhealthy food, she needed to stop eating things like junk food and cakes and such to get better, she did, but he'd put it in her food and hide it and stir it and even blend the food so she would not notice.

He is in the kitchen, he cooks her a meal, he takes the cake he bought thinking "I got this from that dollar store, I hope it has all those chemicals they put in the food. This IS AMERICA, so it should have them."

He blocks her view as she sits on the couch watching T.V., her finger in her mouth, she's giggling. She thinks "I can leave his monster husband once I follow all the steps I learned online on how I might get better, I just hope it works."

He puts cake bits in her potpie, which is supposed to only have veggies and meats, he pulls out the red dye and blue dyes, the stuff they put in our food to color it, he puts it in the food.

He puts sugar in it. we see a flashback of him looking up "What should people with autism NOT EAT?"

We see the result:

The Gluten-Free, Casein-Free Diet

Gluten is the main protein in wheat and other grains such as rye, barley, triticale, kamut, and spelt. Casein is the main protein in dairy products such as cow's milk, cheese, yogurt, and ice cream. This diet may be recommended to help improve behavior in autistic children.

At that time, his wife was texting an online friend she made on his phone.

Alyssa McIntosh says to his wife through text as she uses his phone "You okay?" His wife replies"People loved me for my beauty & brilliance Yup."

Alyssa replied in jealousy "Uh-huh. Yeah sure. What are you some kinda Gucci girl or Victoria secret fashion model or something? Us who were homely were treated like 😒 (sighs) nuthin'."

Marise was about to text "You're smart and beautiful, too." But Alyssa texts again saying "If I'm homely and ain't that intelligent, I guess I should be thankful-cuz I would not end up in this messy situation."

Marise sends the text thinking "Um... Okay."

In the present, Her husband yells at her "Your nothing but a loser, babe!" Which makes Marise cry openly and verbally. Then He thinks "Bragging about herself in a text like that, so openly." To himself.

The Gluten-Free, Casein-Free Diet

Gluten is the main protein in wheat and other grains such as rye, barley, triticale, kamut, and spelt. Casein is the main protein in dairy products such as cow's milk, cheese, yogurt, and ice cream. This diet may be recommended to help improve behavior in autistic children.

He scrapes off the bread parts of the potpie and buries the bread under the veggies and meat, he goes and gets milk from the fridges and pours a little of it in the pies and then stirred it up, he goes and grabs veggies and covers up the insides of the potpie with the broccoli.

He presses the broccoli a bit so that it can be more stable in hiding the rest of the pot pie and it's contents.

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Captions: Five weeks later.

One day, He served her dinner, she smiles at him with her nerves racking, it was a fake smile.

She looked in her food because God made her do it, she noticed there was cake in it, once she looked closer, there was sugar and red juice in it, RED DYE, one of the chemicals she could not eat.

She took the food as Johnson followed her closely behind to a neighbor's house and give the food to her neighbor then she turns around and Johnson grabs her arm and pulls her back into the house, he locks the door behind her and ties up Marise yelling "Look what you made me do!" She yells back "NOTHING!"

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She noticed her mental health was going down, when she saw this, she remembered the DEEP contrast from when SHE'D cook for herself ONLY vs. when she LET HIM cook for HER.

Captions: 6 days of being tied up later.

She thinks "My husband must have been putting that stuff in the food, my behavior is different, when I'm not tied up, I act like I used to. Is he poisoning me? I mean, it isn't technically poison but my gosh, I'm not supposed to be eatin' this stuff. I'm SCREWED."

God helped her cook her own food and get away from him when she was healthy enough. God helped her fight him off when she first tried to escape after 2 months of being abused by him when she was trying to get herself back to health.

Here's how it happened...

Captions: Two months later.

She is cooking, as she cooks, she finishes and eats it. Her husband comes and slaps her, she grabs a knife, cuts her face 6 times, then punches her body 8 times leaving bruises and the bit her neck so hard, blood came out.

Captions: 6 minutes later...

In the bathroom, she's hiding and She is crying loudly, hysterically, no holding back no control, she has cuts and bruises, there is a bloody bite mark on her neck. she gets up and says "That vampires bit me in the neck and made me bleed!"

She wraps a napkin around her bleeding neck, then She gets up in terror, she has PTSD, she goes to the door, he sees her and attacks her and she fights him off.

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Captions: 2 weeks later...

He took her to another girl's house, the house was blue and pink, the roof was blue and the house paint was all pink.

He was holding Marise's tired and weary arms, he took her inside. He says "Hey, Tracy." Tracy was his other girlfriend among many.

Marise caught him asking another girl to marry him, that was Tracy, They were in the girl's house at the time, Because she got herself to a point in her health where she was able to speak on her own without sign language, she told her about the abuse saying "He hits me, I'm his wife, he beat me, this bloody napkin on my neck is because he bit me!" Johnson bit her arms o hard he bled then Marise yells "SEE!" Pointing to her arm.

It made the other girl reject him saying "Oh my gosh, you and wanted to marry me, Johnson!" and then she told him "YOU ARE A MONSTER!"

He attacked the other girl with a gun and shot her in the head, making Tracy pass out, Marise saw it happen, she checked her pulse, she listened for a heartbeat then said "Oh my gosh, it's a miracle, she's alive. How is she alive?" when she was alive but wouldn't wake up, Marise ran and got a metal wrench from the girl's tool shed

Johnson tracked Marise down in the house saying "I know you're still here." She was horrified as if she was one of those girls with anxiety and OCD. She was too scared to move, God helped her get into position to bash him on the head with the wrench.

Here's how it happened...

God had her get into a dark corner to hide from him to hit him, once he got nearby, she punched him then bashed the wrench upside his head and hit him 12 times then ran away with the bloody wrench. She opened the front door, god told her "Let go of the wrench!" So she did and it fell to the floor, and escaped the house, and called 911 with God's help to remember the number.

Here's how it happened...

God told her "Tell the operator 'TELL THE POLICE EVERYTHING I TELL YOU!" As she ran top the neighbor's house in fear and fury. She said "OH MY GOSH!" 6 times and then bangs on the neighbor's house, the neighbor opened the door asking "What?" Marise yells "My husband is trying to kill me! Let me hide in your basement to call 911!

In the basement, she ran down and hid down there under a crate inside another crate!

God had her tell the operator "TELL THE POLICE EVERYTHING I TELL YOU!" She was hiding under a neighbor's house in their basement, God had her tell them what happened so she wouldn't get caught by her fallen angel possessed husband, he was possessed by a fallen angel.

God sent a thought to her that read "He's doing this because a fallen angel possessed him, he's been this way for over 5 years, now!"

Captions: 7 minutes later...

She told the operator everything in that basement, She said that "My husband is abusive, he raped me, he beat me, he cut me, he bites me and made my neck bleed, he killed someone, he is trying to kill me, he's possessed by some satanic being, I'm so scared! Send police!" The operator says "Okay, ma'am."

She heard him banging on the front basement door as she hides under a crate in another crate.

He bangs open the door with a knife in his hands, the neighbor is tied up in the living room in tears. the neighbor is even gagged and trying to scream.

He goes down to Marise with a knife.

Captions: 6 minutes later...

The police found him stabbing her in the eyes. They shoot him in the leg, making him stop.

The ambulance came, As she went to the hospital before she even enters the ambulance, she told the doctors "Tracy is in her house, she was shot..." They went to the house as she said "Down the street... The blue and pink house..." and took Tracy, the other woman. They got the neighbor in the ambulance, as well.

They checked Tracy;'s pulse and bandaged her up, her pulse was not going so they took out shockers and yelled "CLEAR!" Then shocked her chest 20 times until she came to and was alive. They did chest compressions as they got her into the ambulance to keep her heart going and pumping.

When Marise was taken to the hospital, God helped heal Marise's eyes to get them back to normal.

The doctors tell each other "Marise's eyes are repairing on their own, it's amazing, a pure miracle!"

Captions: God had to heal Marise's eyes as a gift for her pain.

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Captions: 3 months later.

God helped her get back to full mental health and got rid of her autism, so she would be able to be the sole caregiver for her son who was still 3-years-old at the time.

Marise goes home and lives with her parents,s he's kissing her sons all over his arms and hands and loves him so much.

She lived with her parents and helped them take care of her son, once she was financially able to move out, she gained the trust of her parents to let her move out with God's help.

She is changing diapers with her mom and dad's help, once they're done working together and tossing the diaper around, her parents hug her and kiss her cheeks at the same time in sync.

Her mom says "You don't even seem like you have autism anymore, it's great!" Then her dad says "I'll love you no matter what you have, but your son is gonna be happy to see you doing so well."

Captions: 6 months later...

She finds a house and moves out with her son. she lets her parents visit as she walks around the house showing her son his blue CARS movie room, her son yells "It's the red car!" Marise yells "Yeah, the red car!"

Her mom says "I'm glad you're going to get your GED and got this new house for yourself. I trust you." when her mom came into the room with her dad following Which makes Marise cry saying "I'm Just glad to hear you say that to me, mommy." Then kisses her mom on the cheek and hugs her mommy.

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Captions: 4 years later, when her son was 8-years old...

She got her son into school and took him there on her own in a car and got her GED.

We see her with her son getting her GED and her son is kissing her with her parents present and nearby along with Tracy, her neighbor named Rena, and the neighbor she went to visit a lot to bring food to named Robby.

The teacher says "I'm glad to present you with your GED!" Then gives Marise her GED. Marise kisses her son, Golden.

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Captions: 6 months later...

She got a divorce from her cheating husband because he was in jail for his actions and he was EVIL.

We see her in court signing the divorce papers, In jail her husband signs them saying "I only got her to play with and torture. Torturing is fun..."

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Captions: 7 months later...

Once she did that, she got her own life and started teaching her son ways to prepare himself for the world and people.

Golden is playing in the backyard with her, his mom says "Sweetheart, come here." Golden ran to her and hugged her asking "What, mom?" She says "Honey, I want you to know how to live on your own and be independent, not depend on a wife for food, or to depend on anyone. I want you to own your own business, and to live on your own with ease."

Captions: 6 minutes later...

She says "You put this in there, yup..." As he's being taught by her how to cook.

The end...