Down hill

So these last few months have been absolute torture for me. My mom got a call from the dermatologist and now I have to get back surgery soon to prevent me from getting skin cancer. My dog Buddy died which absolutely crushed my heart. The world is going to shit and I don't know what the point of life is anymore. Though lately I have been thinking about a cure for cancer for some reason. I keep thinking that since Oxygen fights cancer why not use hyperbaric chambers to stop cancer. Also why can't we take healthy immune system cells multiply them and make them target cancer. The solution seems so simple yet we apparently don't have a cure for it? Mabye we do and the government dosn't want it to get out idk anymore. The government is so corrupt and this world is literally going to hell and about to have World War 3. I feel like I am not free I feel like I am a pawn in a chess game. We have all of these rules which can be good but also bad. Like your child has to go to school yet they teach you nothing but how to be like everyone else. I wish I could go out and do things with my life that I actually want to do. However the only people who are really free are the rich and the people who hold power over everyone. Sorry for rambling my brain is all over the place I just needed to vent. Hope you all are doing well!♡