Be careful

#Chapter18 Be careful

Days go by but not as it used to be, I haven’t dropped my ‘what ifs’, rather it kept adding new ones. I spend more time with my mother as much as I could, the cops have doubled securities on us, I have been advised to stay with my mom in our family home but I refused, not that I didn’t want to but I wanted to keep a good look on Chris. This was something I have never done before, I have never spied on anyone and certainly not on my boyfriend. But what can I do? If I don’t get answers to my what ifs, I might run crazy and also, I can’t get over the fact that Chris was not home the night Tess and my father died and come to think of it, he wasn’t home the night Jax died as well.