I am sadly married, and I have lost my mother and father in an accident, I can handle that pain, the thing that hurt me most is the death of my girlfriend and that's not it, I am the one who kill her.
I am not financially independent and I have to take care of my grandmother things look so painful, but it's not that bad, really rich woman is ready to marry me, but I recently lost my girlfriend, and I feel uncomfortable acting all lovey-dovey to her, but I have to compromise with my faith, I have to act as I love her for rest of my life.
I feel so bad when she gives me her whole heart, and I couldn't give her a single drop of love, she gives me every kind of gift no matter how expensive they are, but she has a condition that my grandmother has to live separately, she wants my whole attention, but she is nice enough to provide her with every luxury possible.
It seems like my every dream comes true in exchange for my loved one, but in truth I am empty, I wanted to go back in time.
I thought that time would heal everything, Little by little I developed feeling for her and my void heart will fill with love and happiness again, but I was wrong, nothing goes as planned, and day by day I am getting close to her.
today is my first night with her and I am remembering everything that has happened till now.
first I talk to my grandmother about the offer of marriage.
me:- Grandmother are you alright?
Grandma:- life is not very kind to you, but time heals everything, my boy.
I was thinking time also takes away everything too.
me:- yes Grandma, things will be alright again, maybe things are starting to get fine again, you know that I am jobless since I just completed college.
Grandma:- I know you are jobless, but who knows what the future stores for you, there will be lots of happiness for you in future.
me:- whenever I talk to you I feel good, a very rich girl wants to marry me.
Grandma:- that's great, I know my son is so handsome, of course, she wanted to marry you, did you accept her offer?
me:- she is rich so she can bear all the expenses of your treatment, but she said she wanted you to say separate from us, she doesn't want any disturbance in our relationship, but I am not fine with this deal.
Grandma:- I am already dead, son, you should waste your life, you should happily accept her and her condition.
me:- but grandma.
Grandma:- shut up she didn't marry you I will kill myself, I don't want to be a burden on my grandson.
she convinces me to marry her.
then I talk to my wife in a cafe about marriage.
me:- are you sure you want to marry me, who has killed his girlfriend, do I have a right to live?
wife:- don't say that you deserve every happiness, and you said you don't remember how she was dead, who knows she killed herself or it is quite possible, she was already killed by someone and you reach there at the wrong time.
me:- I don't know.
I take a cup of coffee and drink it, and kept looking outside the window which give her a gesture that I am not interested or I am thinking about something else.
wife:- will you start focusing on me, instead of your past?
me:- sorry I didn't mean to make you angry, tell me about marriage, are your parent okay with this marriage?
wife:- you know they are super excited about my marriage when I show them your picture, they said you are cute and handsome and the perfect son-in-law for your family, don't worry about anything leave everything to me, I will take care of you, okay.
me:- thanks I will also care for you and love you.
wife:- let's go, we should go shopping and let's go see my bridal dress.
that is what happened to me, now I am going to make babies with my wife, but I don't have energy because of guests, a surprisingly everyone accepted me as her husband.
now I feel more weighted because I never take all such responsibility, I hope I get used to all of this.
I enter the room, it was so romantic, the whole room was decorated with candlelight, and the whole room's fragrance make it heaven since we are at high, there was so very big window to enjoy the stars and the natural view, and she spends money like water.
she was in so much exposing night dress, she look so sexy, anyone will become a monster after watching what I saw, but I am depressed so nothing excited me.
she slowly walked toward me, she was smelling so good, I was getting all sweaty because she turn off AC for candlelight.
she hug me and held me and her hand around my neck, making me nervous and uncomfortable.
wife:- what happen, is your little monster is sleeping.
me:- I am just prepare me, mentally.
wife:- this world is so cruel, let me hide your thing in my mommy's pussy he will feel at home like he never felt before.
me:- you know that I am Virgin that's why you are teasing me.
wife:- shut up Mommy is just showing her love, now embrace me.
me:- I never experience sex before so I am a little nervous.
wife:- don't worry take care of your mommy punish her for getting all naughty and wet, punish her all night
me:- I love you.
wife:- hurry up Mommy couldn't take it anymore, make your mommy wet and sweaty, shower me with your sperm, boy.
I tied to kiss her, but I couldn't do it, I stopped in mid-away.
wife:- what happens I am not sexy enough.
me:- I feel so suffocated let go of driving.
she was ready to go with me, she was ready for the first night but she listen to me and we go for a long drive, it was a resort in the jungle, and the jungle seem scary and beautiful.
I drive without speaking to her.
wife:- where are we going can you at least answer me?
me:- I am so sorry for ruining the first night, I know how important it was for you, I apologise but let me give time to clear my mind.
wife:- that was not an answer to my question, I love you and understand you, if you want the time I can give you as much as you want.
me:-i am grateful you understand me, but I want to see my grandmother, my mind is only thinking about the dead faces of my parent and girlfriend, which makes me anxious, I want to make sure my grandma is alright, hope you understand me.
wife:- I understand, I understand very well.
she calls someone and we are near my grandmother's house which was gifted by my wife a few minutes later I got the call, and the maid told me my grandma is dead, I couldn't believe that.
I lose control over my emotion, my hand shook and the truck hit us, we both die in an accident.