My mind that wants to forget

September 17, 2020

Detroit, Michigan (some random bar)

"Give me another dirty sprite Mikey." I winked at him as he gave me the look I hated from anyone. A look of pity. "You know you can't blame yourself for something you had no idea about.

I sighed listening to Mikey. "I know but if I had said something before, I would have my parents here still and I would probably be somewhere else in life."I took a sip from my drink feeling myself starting to get drunk. "And where are you in life?"

He asked serving another group of guys there drinks. "Physically I'm in the bar drinking to forget." I said looking at my drink. "But mentally I was my parents little flower that never bloomed."

I said gulping down the rest of my drink. As I placed the cup down I scanned the bar to see my next one night stand to be. And then I saw the guy who I chose to be my victim. I licked my lips and started my approach.

"You must be new because I have never seen you before." I said earning a chuckle. "You're right I am new here." The man said as he looked up at me.

As he looked at me I realized his eyes were a hazel-blue kind of mix. "How about I take you to my place and show you the many places you can explore?" I winked at him. "We can go to my place because I'm closer if anything."

He said grabbing my arm and taking me into his car. "So what's your name sweetheart?" He asked as he drove us to his place. "Mae." I said not looking at him as he parked in front of a house.

"Well Mae my name is Darian." He smiled at me as we got out of the car. "Not like I am going to be your girlfriend or wife later on." I mumbled to myself.

As soon as we get in the house Darian and I are tearing our clothes off each other's body. "Man you are beautiful." He sucked harshly on my neck as he picked me up by my legs. I assumed that where he took us was his bedroom because of the layout.

"Now let's have some fun." Darian said licking his lips. As he lays me down and positions himself to insert me. I can feel my body become more sober and realize what's about to happen. "Wait I- I'm not ready. I don't want to do this."

I say trying to get up. "If you weren't ready why'd you lead me on?" He said pulling me back down to the bed. "I didn't mean to." He laughed while looking at me.

"Well it's too late to back out now." He inserted me harshly making me scream and cry as I tried to push him off. "You're gonna take this and like it." He said placing my hands on top of my head.

"Please stop!" I was crying. I should have never gone to the bar. "Here it comes and you better take it." He grunted in my ear making me realize what was going to happen.

"No please pull out!" I was crying really wanting him off of me. So I tried to kick him off but it was no use as he just ignored the pain it brought to his body.

"Stop being a little cunt you bitch." He said releasing his seed in me.

He finally let go of me and laid right next to me on the bed. " Thanks for the lay Mae." He said. "Next time be less of a bitch if you ever want to get laid." He fell asleep as he said that.

I grabbed my clothes and put them on as quick as possible hoping to be able to leave. I grabbed my bag that I came with and unlocked the door running out and away from the vile man who took the one thing I had left intact. My innocence.