Love: Was it really

She was a die hard romantic person who would cry watching love scenes and would read all romance novels in the library and always wanted to have a loving friend and a husband... but suddenly she realized that all she got in her relationships was pain, betrayal and hurt and so she decided to be that heartless person. She very bravely started portraying every day a face that she could not accept in her dark moments but that was the only remedy to stay alive now.