REMEMBERING PROMISES

Ella's Pov

I was in so much pains 😢 I never knew love could hurt this way,never knew love could endanger a life,never knew love could kill,never understood the fact that love really isn't about the good sides only,it has more bad sides than it is known,but funny enough if I was to come back in my second life I'd still choose to love Alms he was moi prince in shiny armor,moi heartcode,I just would not want to imagine life without my high school sweet heart❤️ and yes our love started from high school,so was the hatred,the bad plans and pains 😢 it has really been a long time.

I could feel everywhere become darker and darker,I felt lost,I only wanted to be in the arms of the one true person I loved and considered my own 💓 but there was no sign of him,even if it was to be my last minute on Earth I'd rather spend it thinking about him,his cute smile,deep dimples,gap teeth,awesome height,his well shaved beard that gives me that sweet sensation and butterflies in my stomach,his scent that makes every hair on me stand firm,his warm breathe against my necklines that makes my most sensitive part drop juice🤭how could I still think about things like that even in dangerous situations,I guess his effect on me was just too much, he was my world.

My breathe wasn't stable anymore,more blood gushed out of the place where I was stabbed,the darkness in the room was beginning to seem bright but deep down I was low on life,in any seconds from then I knew it was going to be the last time that I'd see this place,the mansion my darling Alms built for us,it hurts so much cause we just had our wedding a month ago and we weren't even allowed time to enjoy our Union as perfect husband n wife.

I felt pity for all our servants also,they were put in danger because I choose to love who my heart has choosen,I always wondered what it would have felt like if I had a family and wasn't a orphan,their lives would also be in danger,I wanted to breathe my last when I inhaled that scent,that scent that gave me hope,I could hear hurried footsteps...no the person was running,I could hear panick in his voice,nobody has such effect on Alms other than me not even his family.

He begged me to stay strong and I felt one force in me striving to truly live but I was bleeding too much,I wasn't stabbed once or twice,I really wanted to stay back with my heart throb but the energy wasn't forth coming then finally I lost all strength and I mouthed the words to him"I love you Alms I'll always do,please be happy without me" then I passed out hearing faint sounds of him calling 911,begging me to stay with him, I felt his warm tears on my face,I made Alms cry for the first time in 20 years,he was promising to kill and torture the bastard that put me in that state, but it was too late already,I knew he'd find the man who did this to me but I can't survive the pain,it took too long already,am sure I looked extra ordinarily pale,even til the end I wanted him to see me looking beautiful...I already felt my soul crossing the border from life to death 💔.