Capitals

The Light Behind Your Eyes by My Chemical Romance

-*-

#Unexpected

CAPITALS

Sydney's POV

Galit na galit na pinagbabaril ko ang lalaking nasa harap ko ngayon. Puro putok ng baril ko lang ang umaalingawngaw sa abandonadong kalye na'to.

Wala akong pakielam kung wala pa ko sa legal kong edad. I don't care kung nakakailang baril na ang naubos kong bala sa kanya. I don't care 'bout that fucking Universe who consecutively calling  those fucking reapers that kept on asking what's my problem. Wala akong pakielam kung pinipigilan ako ng ibang mga reapers. At mas lalong wala akong pakielam kung kanina ko pa siya tinatadtad ng bala. Fuck him!

"Sydney! Stop that! He's dead! Stop shooting him!" Seoul tries to stop me, but I refuse to listen. Lecheng mga reapers to! Kung hindi lang ako papatayin ng Universe na yan ay baka sumunod na'tong mga 'to sa lalaking tinadtad ko ng bala. 

Fuck! 

I curse this man to the deepest pit of hell! He deserved to be killed over and over again!

"Sydney ano ba! Are you going to stop, or I will going to shoot you?!" banta sa akin ni Taipei. Damn these reapers. Itinutok ko ang baril ko kay Taipei, as I raise my brow to her.

"How I'd liked to shoot your head, too. Now, go ahead Taipei, I'm a scared cat," I said with a smirk and full of sarcasm. After a couple of minutes ay hindi ito umimik. I clicked my tongue as I walk my way out of the street.

I didn't bother to clean the mess I did, I'm a damn reaper not a fucking janitor, so the hell I care with that. In fact, those fucking reapers will surely clean that damn man. I am freakingly pissed by him. Dumagdag pa ang mga bida-bidang reapers. Tsk.

Pagpasok ko sa kotse ay tinignan naman ako ni Wash. He gave me an 'I-Know-What-You-Did' look. I rolled my eyes at him, stating my 'As-If-I-Care' look. I crossed my arms after I threw my gun somewhere on this fucking prestigious Bugatti.

"WTF?! Syd! Don't throw your gun just like that! Alam mo namang paborito kong kotse 'to eh!" he tantrums like a kid. Tss. For the nth time, I rolled my eyes.

"You're unbelievable Syd," komento niya habang nakatingin sa akin mula sa rear view mirror ng sasakyan. Di ko naman mapigilang mapataas ang kilay dahil sa tinuran niya. Hindi ako umimik dito at naikuyom na lang ang kamao ko. Tsk.

That damn man! He's the reason why I am very angry! Hindi ako nagsisisi na siya ang kauna-unahang pinatay ko.

"And so are you," I hissed, as I lay my back comfortably in his car. I badly need to calm.

"Nang dahil sa cellphone, nagkakaganyan ka? Very. Unbelievable." sinamaan ko ito ng tingin. The heck?! How can I be calm, kung ipapaalala ng gagong 'to ang lalaking yun?! 

Sa isang iglap lang ay nasa kamay ko na ang baril na tinapon ko kani-kanina lang. Do I have some magical powers? Ugh! Whatever.

"Do you like to follow that damn man's path?" I said as I didn't hesitate to point my gun at his nape. He just ignored me at nagpatuloy na sa pagdadrive papuntang mansion.

Hindi na niya ko binalak kausapin sa buong byahe namin hanggang sa makarating kami sa mansion. They don't freaking know what I feel. How it feels.  Losing my phone is like losing my life. Yeah, OA para sa iba, but, heck! No! I mean that! That phone, yun na lang ang nagpapaalala sa akin ng normal kong buhay. 

Walang mafia. 

Walang reapers. 

Walang kahit anong underground organizations. 

Walang transactions. 

That's my only resort in my normal me. Pero ngayon, wala na. Nawala na dahil sa lecheng lalaking yun!

Pagpasok namin sa Mansion ay parang may reunion na naganap. Almost all of the reapers are here, even if this place was not a part of their divisions. The heck is their problem?! Argh! 

"Ano ba kas—" I did not allow Manila to continue what she's about to say. I shot the vase behind her that made her face colorless. I thought a reaper shall be fearless, but look at this one. Poor Manila. 

Akmang susugudin na niya sana ako, pero napigilan na siya nila Washington at Otawa. Sakto namang bumaba na din si Universe— my Dad. He walks down the stairs with authority, his body was filled with an overflowing aura— smell of Power and Death. 

"What happened Ri—"

"—it's Sydney," matigas kong sabi without even looking at him. He's the boss, when I say boss, the BIG BOSS. The leader of the Mafia. Kahit na anak niya ko, I should still respect him as my leader, not as my Dad, as if he will allow me to be like that, but as the Mafia Boss I belong to. 

"Sydney, what happened?" he asked. I clenched my fist, trying to calm myself. Hindi ko mapigilan manggigil kapag naaalala ko ang ginawa ng lalaking yun!

"He broke my phone," I said, using enough stroke to emphasize every words I've said. I balled my fist as I fucking remember that fucking man who fucking broke my phone! Wish that I can still kill him in hell! 

"Yun lang?" 'di makapaniwalang tanong ni Manila. I gave her death glares. Tsk. If looks can kill, malamang dati ko pa 'to napatay.

"Yun lang ba ang ginawa niya sa'yo Ri— Sydney?" may diin na rin sa bawat salita ang ama ko. He doesn't believe me. Or maybe he believes me but not enough to be worthy of his time. 

"HE FREAKING BREAKS MY PHONE IN THE MIDST OF MY READING! TAPOS SASABIHIN NIYONG YUN LANG?!"

Everyone in the hall gasped when they heard my reason. Bawat tingin nila parang sinasabi sa akin na ang babaw ng dahilan ko para magalit at patayin ang lalaking yun. Every gaze they gave to me, ay parang sinasabi na nagaksaya lang sila ng oras para pumunta dito sa Mansion.

Ha! As if I want them here! They're not worthy of my fucking time! And that man, I don't regret that he's my first kill.

"Do not look at me like that, palibhasa wala kayo ngayon sa sitwasyon ko. For the solar system's sake! Isang chapter na lang! Isang chapter na lang matatapos ko na yung She Who Stole Cupid's Arrow! Tapos sasabihin niyong yun lang?! Well, FUCK YOU ALL!" 

I roamed my gaze, bago huminto ulit sa Ama ko na halatang nagpipigil ng inis. "At alam niyo ba kung ilang story pa ang nasa library ko na hindi ko pa nababasa?! At alam niyo din ba ang laman ng memory card ko?! THOUSAND PHOTOS AND VIDEOS OF MY BOYS ARE IN THERE TAPOS SASABIHIN NIYONG YUN LANG ANG DAHILAN KO?!" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. Isa isa kong tinignan ang mga tao dito. I let out a sarcastic laugh. Mukhang lahat sila nagulat sa dahilan ko.

"You're unbelievable Syd—"

"No Dad. YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLE!" I said as I walk my way towards my room, leaving all of them in the hall dumbfounded.

Hindi ko alam kung dahil sa galit ko or frustration kaya ako umiiyak ngayon. Naiinis ako. Naiinis ako sa kanila. Hinding hindi nila ako maiintindihan.

Wattpad. KPop.

Fuck! My stories, photos and videos were gone in a snap! Fuck that man! Fuck my Dad! Fuck Manila! Fuck Washington! Fuck Seoul! Fuck Toronto! Fuck those fucking Capital-named Reapers! Fuck the Solar System! Fuck Everything!

"ARGH! CURSE THEM!"

-*-

raindropsfallacy