1:Lonely but not alone

Hey my name is Kiki I'm a 17 year old girl almost 18 and I have spend my whole life being a doll, I know right a doll like what the what but the doll in talking about is a happy, cheerful, supportive doll my whole life I couldn't show emotions that didn't involve making others happy I know my parents didn't do on because they hate me or anything actually the love me deeply but because of tradition and how they were raised it led to what I call the start of it all...