Can't stop thinking about her 03 (Max POV)

Max was sweating heavily while he was thinking all of this. This was how he was introduced to the world.

His father, who always was with truth, was killed with all the people he knew.

Being powerless sometimes sucks. And so in a world where the powerful rules, nothing is worse. Your life and death depends on a lift of their finger. If they want to make your life worst than hell, they'll do it and no one can stop them.

He had nowhere to go and didn't wanted to meet the same fate as his father, so he decided to join Akon. They together wiped out the existence of such a powerful gang. That son of gangster was rotting in a dark jail room.

Max was now good friends with Akon, and they killed mercilessly together. Not to mention, they saved each others lives at various instances.

Max sat on bed, when he heard faint noises outside his balcony, as if someone was trying to climb in. There was just one person who could be outside now and he knew that person very well. A faint smile danced on his lips.

Adria came and knocked ever so lightly. He was able to her heavy breathing from all the dangling like a monkey from the windows and ledges.

He got up, and opened the glass doors for her to climb in. He held a hand towards her, but she slapped it away and jumped in. She looked at him, troubled expression on her face. "Can I ask you something?"

"Anytime."

"Hmm, promise you wont laugh?"

"Never."

"Yeah so, what does falling in love feels like?"

"What!"

Adria was anxious, she hid her face in her hands and spoke slowly, accusingly. "You promised you won't laugh."

"Look, here." He said, removing her hands from her face.

She refused to meet his gaze. He lifted her face with his index finger.

The scene looked like it was from a romantic drama, where the girl confessed her feelings, and the male lead will lift up her face and kiss her on her lips as he'll mutter his own version of confession, about how much he loved her.

But this was different. Both were indeed in love, but Adria's heart belonged to someone else as Max's heart ached for her, in love with her. And she was asking him what love felt like.

"I'm no good with feelings and emotions, Adria." Her name on his lips felt like someone was dragging knife against flesh, "You know that. None of us are."

"Yeah, right. I'm no good, never enough." She said, removing his hands, which still held her face. /

She put her hands on her waist, smiled and said,"You know what I want, right?"

"Yes, madam."

"Then let's do it."

"Yes madam."

"Huh?"

"Yes madam."

"Stop messing with me."

"Yes madam."

"Oh shut up."

Then he made a little zipping his lips gesture.

Adria rolled her eyes at him,shook her head and said,"Okay, keep enjoying, I am going back."

As she turned around to leave, Max's muscular hands circled around her waist, and he said in deep, low but warmth filled voice, "Don't go. I need you badly right now."

He was suffering from anxiety, and he knew she was his best medicine.

Without turning, she asked,"Then why were you being like that? You know I don't like it. Childish drama and all."

"I love you."

"Yeah, but I don't."

"Wanna marry me?"

This made Adria turn around, she said with a stone face,"Are we doing it, or should I leave?"

Max lowered his face to her level, pecked and grazed at her lips so ever lovingly that it would have melted any girl's heart. But Adria is Adria.

He caught his lips between hers, and deepened their kiss. Their breathe intermingled. Ditto was fully drowned in their kiss but Max was looking at her. He wanted her to be with him, forever, was it too much to ask for?

Max lifted her by holding her at her waist, and carried her on his bed.

She was looking so alluring that he wanted to hold her in his arms for an eternity and never let go. He would kiss her bubbly lips all day if she'd let him.

He put her on bed, and made his way on her top. He kissed her, this time, not just on her lips, but cheeks, forehead, eyes, nose, then moving to her ears, he whispered "I love you to the moon and back, and I'll love you forever." He knew that she will not accept his love and will say words that will pierce his heart, so he captured her warm lips with his cold ones, and shoved his tongue in her mouth exploring every corner.

They undressed each other, and when they were both naked, Adria climbed on top and kissed him on his nipples, she sucked them and bite them, and licked them lightly. This was getting uncontrollable for Max and he groaned while getting on top of Adria, "Sucking breast seems to be my job, not yours." Then he fondled Adria's one breast with his hands and sucked her other one.

Adria was so full of over-whelming uncontrollable desires, she was moaning while Max was gently punishing her.

She thought of teasing him in this way too, so she grabbed his jewels in her palm and massaged them, then she fondles his manhood, which was pulsing dangerously. He took a deep breathe, and asked her, "What?" "Just giving you a taste of your medicine." "This is called foreplay, if you don't know." "I know, and I also know that I am dripping with my feminine juices, and I want you to be my guest right now, just fuck me already."

Max sensed that it was not wise to delay. He positioned himself at her entrance, and with one hard stroke, he was inside her. Then he started to move, first slowly, then He increased his pace.

The surrounding witnessed two bodies becoming one.

Adria never cared about human emotions, and that's why Max's love didn't meant anything for her.

She was brought up with men, as her mom died while giving birth to her.

Her father, despite being a merciless person, never brought over another woman. He only had one woman in his heart, their mom.

Max was looking at her face while she was sleeping.

"She is such a beauty",he thought. Max knew their *close* interactions does not means anything.

His confession for love, his pledge to marry him were never heard.

Adria never saw him as his sweetheart. And he couldn't blame her for that, after all she already made it clear.

But Max could not control his feelings for her, could he?

He scooped her in his arms, kissed on her forehead and closed his eyes.

Miss Xenon, be mine. Not today, but one day you will feel the same feeling as I have for you. And I am willing to wait for that day.

Adria, in her deep sleep, was dreaming about a certain girl named Su YiRan , a.k.a. Ditto.

She found out every single detail about her, and that was a hell lot of task, she was also too stressed from the results she discovered, hence she came to Max for stress relive.

Things like cheating were not having a certain definition in her dictionary, hence before coming into Max's room, she didn't gave it a second thought.