Caged Reality

I am unsure of what happened but for some reason...

I am going to prison.

Yes you heard me right prison. as for the reason? it's murder, massacre to be exact.

I have no recollection of what happened, all I remember is that I was at home playing a game called Legend of the Shadow raiders, when I felt a piercing pain in my head.

It was so unbearable and painful, I even have to drink four types of medicine just to figure out which one will ease the pain, after a while I managed to get some sleep.

When I woke up I am in a police station my hands were cuffed and it's full of blood, even my shirt is filled with it.

I manage to look at my reflection in a mirror on the side and what I saw is a person who looks like he just took a shower.

with blood instead of water.

Then they interrogate me, asking me questions such as; why I did this, what is my motive and why them.

My answer is that; what's this are you talking about? where am I? and who's them?

I panicked, they became mad and they showed me a video, a video of a person who's extracting the eye of a victim, a person who's showering in the blood of his victim, a person who's in ecstacy while killing everyone in the vicinity and eating their eyes.

it was scary, disgusting and totally terrifying.

I puked, not because of what I watched, but because of who am I watching.

I am watching myself KILLING EVERYONE, PLUCKING THEIR EYES, AND EATING THEM. Like a demon has been born and that demon was me a fifteen years old who does nothing but play video games at home after school!

I don't know what's happening anymore, I keep denying that it isn't me, but it's really clear, I even smiles in front of the security camera.

I thought to myself, I looked really good in the video.

ehh??

What am I thinking? it's not me! I am not that person! I will never be that person!

all kinds of thoughts are filling my mind, It's started to ache, it's unbearable, it's painful.

I held my head to ease up the pain from this torture. but still to no avail it was hurting me, it's like a thousand of needle is piercing my brain and hitting all the nerves.

Until a file was placed in front of me, slowly everything ease up, but my heart started to beating fast.

memories of the past slowly becoming clear, all the things I long I forgot started to surface, even those I don't want to

recall came as well.

My tears started to flow as I remember seeing the accident where my grandmother with a friend on the back seat crashed his car in a post.

I remember seeing my parents fighting, throwing stuff at each other, I was crying in my room.

I remember a man came inside and stop their fight, I was happy for a brief but what happens next is the part I don't want to remember.

My parents, was beaten up by that man, the same man in the backseat of my grandmother's car, he is beating them and he looks in my room as I rushed to hide in the closet, however I was caught immediately.

He let me stand in front of my parents as he handed me a knife, I was very afraid, I don't know what's happening , I wished for a rescue.

But then a Whisper came to my ears, my hands move on their own, as if I'm a puppet that is controlled by a bunch of strings.

He made me stab and pluck the eyes ofmy father while my mother's watching.

I can hear my mother screaming but sadly the control of my body is not with me but to the mysterious man behind me.

Upon removing the eye of my father, the evil man behind me makes me eat them, it taste like cherry. It is wrong but i somehow liked it, a weird smile even appeared on my face.

my mind is completely in his control right now, I can't do anything as he told me to do the same on my mother.

It's like watching a really scary horror movie and I don't have the ability to close my eyes, everything is registered in my brain as it all end with me facing the evil man, He did something to my eyes like it's a ritual or something.

from then on I got the taste for the flesh and started to hunt people and eat their eyes, but the thing is when this is happening, I myself is not in control but another one.

I longed wish for a rescue but I know no one is coming, and everytime I tried to get help, but my body will respond differently, so what I did was let it continue what he is doing while I silently look for the man who did this to me.

I remember setting up the stage creating patterns and ending it all with a grand massacre, all for one purpose.

.....

HAHAHAHAH!!!!!

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A burst of laughter came out of me, after that terrible flashback it feels like I was reborn and the thing he put in me somehow vanish and it allows me to take back the control completely.

"Yes I'm the one who did it" I confessed "I killed them my friends, family and those other bastards who try to get in my way!!

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"Why you ask? because I'm on the HUNT!!

HAHAHAH!!!!

evil laughter filled the room creeping out everyone around me and those who are watching.

I'm not sure why I am laughing specially in this situation that I am in, but for a long time I remember, I finally remember the face of the person who cursed me! the face of the demon who force me to become a murderer

"I WILL HUNT DOWN THE DEMON WHO CURSE ME AND FOR ME TO DO THAT I MUST BECOME A CRIMINAL! A DEVIL! AND A PRISONER OF THAT GAME!"

yes I will go to the prison, in fact I am excited.

you heard me right.

I am excited to be a prisoner.