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I was almost at the brink of death....

I almost lost my mind....

And I thought, this might be the reason why

I never felt your so called love and care

A wonderful woman as a mother

And a man who is like a superman at that

Those were my image of a lovable parental

However, I was mistaken

I was put into a civilized, loveless family

There were no perfect beings

But we are to try

So to feel that endless love that He has once made us experienced

They were not the ones you ever wanted to wish for

Cause you once doubt your whole existence

And at some time, you just want to die

It was hard to keep up...

No one is there to support until you tell...

Nobody ever cared unless you fell...

I was tired of telling, saying things that they were not aware of

It was as if making them or teaching them what you want them to do with you

It was chaotic on my mind, I stopped...

A sudden moment I realized...

I was alone, in bed, just as I thought once again...

Never thought this would be so hard to accept...

That no one ever cares...

All I received were stares...

And someone at that never bears...

So to speak, I was and still am weak...