The other big change towards the end of the diary happened after Ye Qing's accident.
He wrote that Ye Qing had the habit of writing a diary like he did, and he had gotten Ye Qing's diary from his butler.
As a result, he found out why he left the Ye family, and why he lost all of his memories from before twelve years old…
He said that he was a sinner in front of Ye Qing.
Nan Zhi continued to read the diary.
He stopped writing his diary for a very long time.
Until not too long ago.
[Older brother, you actually left her behind on the deserted island. Why did you hurt her?]
[I felt a warmth I haven't felt in a long time when I'm with her. I need warmth.]
[You're not allowed to hurt my Kitten.]
In the next page, it was filled with a different-styled reply: [Why are you so useless? I told you to find Xue'er, where is she?]