All of You

I thought that maybe if I were to distance myself from you a little my feeling would die down a bit and a wall would be built up by then. but then...why do you keep coming wrecking and creeping into the space where no one is supposed to be... I kept telling myself.... we're both guys...but it won't matter to our kind your straight...and i'm bent your my crush... but i'm just your best friend and we are childhood friends.. but why do you keep me more closer than before?