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When he asked me like that, I couldn't help but blush.
Truthfully, I still had feelings for Ouyang Longhua, they say a new love beats an old flame.
Even though I was with Dazhuang now, Ouyang Longhua still held a certain place in my heart.
After all, these two men belonged to completely different types.
One was a mature and steady middle-aged man, the other a passionate and youthful one.
Each one could bring me a different kind of experience.
The reason I didn't contact him was that I didn't know how to answer when he asked if I would marry him.
"You don't even tell me about opening a massage parlor, are you treating me like a stranger?" Ouyang Longhua became increasingly agitated as he spoke.
"No, it's not like that, I just..." I wanted to explain but didn't know how.
The reason I didn't look for him was that I didn't want to depend on a man for life; I wanted to get everything I desired through my own efforts.