Shrivelled Forget-me-not — IV

Warning: Panic attack. Suicidal ideation. Survivor's Guilt(?)

Proceed with caution!

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The moment Li Xinyuan made his way out of the dining hall, slamming the doors shut behind himself as he walked away, the surgeon immediately made his way towards his room.

He needed to get ready as soon as he could. Hu Lijing might not have gotten so far yet. He needed to catch up to the amber-haired man before he could do something under the influence of the guilt that consumed him everyday.

Li Xinyuan cursed himself as he bathed in lukewarm water and swiftly finished cleaning himself thoroughly before throwing on the robes which wouldn't obstruct his combat effectiveness.