Chapter 53: Childish Behaviour

"what happened?...." I looked up quickly as I heard Jimin's voice, Yoongi was already done and cleaning up the blood and Taehyung was helping me back to the bedroom. I had my arm around his shoulder and was leaning on him a lot, I still felt light headed and my arm still hurt like a bitch so I had to use Taehyung as a walking stick.

He's been suspiciously quiet the whole morning, it honestly looks like something was bothering him so I wanted to talk to him but first I needed to get rid of Jimin.

"Another demon." I said plainly and coldly, Taehyung had stopped for him so I unwrapped my arm from his shoulder and limped my way to my bedroom, I took one look at it and knew exactly what was troubling Taehyung.

I grabbed the teddy bear that was laying on the floor and threw it at Jimin roughly, hitting him on his shoulder as he simply stood there looking down, "Take your damn bullshit and stop pretending that you love me!" I yelled at him, falling from being light headed and needing to catch myself on the doorframe, I leaned on it as I started tearing up, "You took..." I said trying to steady myself, "EVERYTHING from me!" I could see Taehyung come towards me and try to help, so once he was in reach I grabbed his arm and yanked him towards me, "You don't get to give me that damn necklace now after ****everything**** you've done to me, Okey?! It's too fucking late, Jimin!"

"I didn't mean to..." I could hear him mumble, but it only made me more angry, "You didn't mean to?! Did you accidentally slip and fall into someone elses pants! Well?!" I felt the tears running down my face as I gripped Taehyungs arm tightly, he didn't even dare to say anything and just stood there helping me stay up.

I could see Jimin try to say something as he came closer to me, once he was in reach I roughly grabbed his hair and yanked it close to me as I whispered to him, "You didn't mean to, and yet you still did it?... You're a liar and a hypocrite Jimin... You destroyed me, and now you want me to accept that damn necklace?" I could see his eyes watering as he whimpered and touched my hand, trying to get me to let go of his hair.

I stared at him for a second, watching as his lips pouted in discomfort and listened closely to the sweet sounds they made.

I activated my ears and could feel them point upwards as I could hear every single little thing within a few miles, I focused my ears on Jimin, one last time I took in everything about him.

His pretty pink lips, the small string of saliva attacked to his bottom and top lip as they parted, his beautiful big glossy brown eyes as they stared up at me, his long lashes, the beauty marks on his face, his dyed brown hair growing out at the tops turning into a lovely ombre running from a light caramel brown to a dark chocolate brown, his jawline, his cute little nose, his pale complexion, his heart beating loudly in my ears, his small hand gripping onto mine. Everything about him is beautiful, and cute, and perfect. I love him with everything I have, at the end of the day I still haven't let go, in this moment I made a promise to myself.

"I'm never going to love you again..." I mumbled to myself as my eyes darted from his lips, to his eyes, to his nose, "I'm never going to love anyone the way I loved you ever again..."

Without saying anything else I let go of him and pushed him away, grabbing Taehyung and slamming my door shut behind us.

I looked at Taehyung for a moment, he still looked guilty, "I didn't mean to look... I bumped the table and it fell out..." He mumbled while fiddling with his thumbs, my face relaxed and I wiped my face, "Oh baby..." I could see small tear drops in his eyes, I gently took his arm and brought him closer to me, having his face press against my chest as I hugged him tightly, "I'm not mad at you..." I whispered to him, gently kissing his forehead while I noticed his shoulders shook, and small sobs left his mouth.

I looked down at him and sighed, gently letting his hair while he held onto my waist tightly, "I just wish none of this ever happened..." He said threw small sobs, "We were just kids, why did we let it affect us for so long?...!" I could see he was getting more and more agitated and I wasn't certain if I should calm him down or let him vent and cry it out.

He looked up at me with glossy eyes and adorable pouty lips, "I could've loved you so long ago, but our childish behaviour led to this!" I felt him press his face back into my chest, "You could've died... And I wouldve never been able to tell you how much I loved you, I would've never been able to hold you like this, all because of a stupid misunderstanding when we were kids, I could've lost the most important person to me and he never would've even known! Jungkook," he looked up at me again, "You almost died, twice! And yet still I couldn't be honest, why did we continue this for so long?..."

I realized that calming him down would probably be a better option so I gently shushed him and pressed my body closer to his, "I'm fine baby.... Nothing happened... I'm alright, Okey? There's nothing to be afraid of..."

He continued crying in my chest for a little while longer but eventually calmed down and was just silently hugging me still, I gently pushed him away enough to kiss him, just a small peck on his lips, but still enough to cheer him up a bit.

He smiled at me lightly, "it doesn't matter now I guess." I kissed his forehead and nodded, "No, we're happy now, I don't see why we should worry about the past." I agreed with him, but I guess by now I should explain what happened in the past.