"You can't wake up, this is not a dream."

All his (Harry) life, he only knew to please people. It was the only way to survive in such a world. His parents died due to mistakes they couldn't take back, his uncle and aunty wanted nothing to do with him and treated him like nothing but a house help. Then there was his school; What kind of school awards points for killing others? What kind of school allows children to carry weapons, what kind of school puts a bounty on the students heads? And why does Malfoy look so good in black? OR Harry James Potter is having a mental breakdown and questioning his sexuality all at once.