7: Back and ready

"W-what do you need?...." I asked wanting to just disappear, I was right, he didn't want me. He just needed me for the full moon.

My eyes started tearing up as he got closer to me, "I need you...." He whispered with a smirk, I kept backing away until he was pinning me against a wall.

"I want you...." He said, he stared straight at my lips until he kissed me, roughly. I moaned into Jungkook's moaned feeling him rub himself over my dick.

"You asshole!" I exclaimed pushing him away, "How dare you think you can touch me after everything you did to me!" "Done to you? What did i do to you? I haven't even been around." He said stepping back only a little bit, "Exactly! You just left me alone! You know what?! I don't even care, just do what you need to do and leave. You seem to be good at it." I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"Why did you care? I thought when I left you'd be happier...." Jungkookie held my waist protectively, he had a look of regret plastered all over his flawless face.

"It doesn't matter now, just do you what you need." I said rudely avoiding his eyes with a very clear pissed off face, "Hyung, I only wanted you to be comfortable...."

"Stop it and do as I say." I demanded slapping his hand away, he looked hurt but nodded nonetheless.

"If you're mad at me I guess you're not going to like this...." He said with a hidden smirk, I looked at him confused, "I need to have sex with you." "What?!!"

"I refuse to have sex with you, seems like you gotta find someone else to fuck with. Now get out." I said pushing him towards the window again, "H-hyung, there's no one else. You're the only person who can help me."

"Too bad, get out."

"H-hyung! You have to believe me, I didnt mean to hurt yo-"

"I said too bad! Get. Out!" I demanded angrily, suddenly he grabbed me by my waist and forcefully kissed me. "Hyung, please, I don't want to be like this forever. It really hurts...."

"I-it hurts??"

"Mm-mm, I can't breathe and my skin is constantly freezing cold, it's hard to even walk and I can't sleep or eat anymore. It makes me nauseous and it hurts my tummy. I met some more vampires when I was gone and they say it's only when you're in this state." I'm not mad enough at him to keep him suffering like this....

"Do what you need to.... you have my consent." I said allowing him to cup my cheeks, not those ones you horny bitch😡 U-oh, nevermind, he grabbed my ass soon after I told him yes.

"Hyung, I won't hurt you I promise." "Scoff, I've seen your dick, there's no way you won't hurt me," i retorted crossing arms, "Let's just get this over with, I don't want to see you any longer then I have to."

"Yea...." He said sadly, why is he acting like the victim now?! He ghosted me! Quite literally too!

I went to lock my bedroom door when I came back I saw that Jungkook was translucent but not invisible yet, "You have better got a condom." I ordered with my hands on my hips, I spotted his phone on my night stand and wondered why he had the camera facing the bed. I got suspicious, and wanted to look if he was recording but I knew deep down that he didn't have enough time to set it up and must've just thrown it there.

Not wanting to sound paranoid I let it go, I think he noticed my staring nervously at the phone and asked, "Do you want me to record? I'll send you the video if you like." So sweet, how is he so fucking sweet while saying such nasty things?!

"Do what you like, I'm going to accuse of rape if I see it on the internet." I said in a warning attitude, "No, I want your perfect body to myself." He snickered and grabbed my waist pulling it so I'd land on his pelvis.

"Do you want a missionary or doggie? Do you want to ride me? What do you want, baby?" He asked and once again, THIS MAN IS UNDOUBTEDLY THE SWEETEST HUMAN ALIVE.

"I want to give you the least satisfaction I can, now tell me what to do to turn you." "I need to drink blood from your... private... area, while orgasm." "Masturbate on your own and tell me when you're ready then." "No, it has to be genuine. I thought of that too but was told it wouldn't work and it'd just hurt my thangs, I need to fuck you. And you need to be shaking in pain and overwhelming pleasure." "Seriously? As if you could do that to me." "It's not a need, but it's how I want it. And my body will tell if it's fake and then it won't work." "Fine but.... I need to get ready first...." I said feeling really embarrassed.

"I'm gonna go shower first, be ready in a minute I guess." "Don't take too long, I need to finish before the sun rises." He explained, he didn't look too grossed out and let me leave which made me feel better. But only a little. I still feel embarrassed because I need to shave, and clean myself, and look pretty for him so he doesn't get disgusted by me.

I showered and did everything as quick as I could while still being thorough and trying my hardest not to get my hair wet so it won't be damp cause that's just ugly.

"Are you ready?" He asked impatiently, "Y-yes...." I answered still feeling embarrassed, "Thank god, do you have any idea how hard it is to hold myself away from your unbearably gorgeous body? You're so stunning, and take so long just to shower. Come here." He seemed angry at first but when he told me to go to him he was so gentle.

I did as he asked and he very gently took my arms on either side, "I won't do it if you really don't want to...." He said squeezing the sides of my arms gently, "But I want to...." i whispered, I don't think he heard me, "Then don't be afraid.... I'll do anything for you...." Nope he heard me.

He very gently took the hem of my t-shirt and slipped his hand into it, I shivered at the chill going up my spine.

"Don't be afraid of me.... I'm begging you." He begged laying me down on the bed, and I didn't miss the tear drop falling down his cheek. "I love you Taehyungie....."

"Just do it... please don't hurt me any more then you already have...." I begged unable to believe his petty words, I got a regrettable stare but a nod nonetheless.

He tried to remove my shirt but I pulled it down immediately, "No, I don't want to take this off." He nodded again, he tried to give me a kiss but I turned it into a quick peck by pulling away.

I felt another tear drop fall onto my cheek but I ignored it, just like he ignored me, "Okey.... I understand..." He whispered then went down to pull my pants down, he wanted to give me head first but I refused it.

"I don't want to prolong this." Was my excuse, it wasn't much of an excuse but an honest answer. He nodded shamefully once again and just stuck a finger inside of me.

I felt myself tense up at the pain that soon turned into pleasure, I held back a moan and grabbed onto the sheets below me.

He kept on fingering me for a while until a came onto my stomach and a little on his face, it felt so good and I unfortunately I let him know because I couldn't control my moans, "I'd say you're ready for me." He smirked then went to lick my stomach and dick of any cum, which caused a series of bright pink blush to appear on my face.

"You taste so good~" He whisper\moaned closing his eyes as if eating ice-cream or something, "Just put it in....'' I whined and let out a moan when I felt his fingers retreating, I stared at him lustfully as he rolled a condom over his dick so I won't get pregnant or catch an STD off of him.

He said nothing while aligning himself to be able to enter me with my legs lazily rapped around his waist while he sat on his knees and me on my back.

I felt him press onto my hole, and a loud scream left my unexpectedly fragile body the moment he pushed in, "I'm sorry! I'm really sorry hyung!" He immediately pulled out and leaned down to me, he gently cupped my face as my body trembled beneath him, "Im sorry hyung I won't do it again I'm so sorry." He frantically apologized gently wiping my tears off my cheek.

"Y-you have to do it again idiot." "N-no! I-i won't hurt you, I'm so sorry I thought you'd be stretched out enough for it not to hurt so much. I'm so sorry hyung."

"Suck it up and just do it!" I exclaimed pushing his hands away from my face, "Hyung, it'll hurt you. I'm not gonna hurt you." He siad as if explaining it to me, "You've already hurt me! So what's one more, huh?! Just do it and get the fuck out of my life!" I yelled loudly and saw him jump and the frightened look on his face.

I was expecting him to just continue and plug his ears so he wouldn't hear my painful screams but instead he got up and started speed running for his clothing that he threw on the floor.

"What are you doing?" I asked, "Getting out of your life." "You said it hurts to be like this." "I don't care, I deserve it. I'll just stay this way until it doesn't hurt anymore." "Wha- Just because I've never put anything down there before?!" "No, because like you said, I've hurt you enough. You don't deserve to be treated like this." "Like what? An object? A sex doll? Guess what, you already treated me like that before you died! I'm fucking used to it so just do what you gotta do and fuck me."

"No." And with that, he disappeared, I felt him in the room still but he was leaving. I quickly ran to the window and blocked it, "Please, I don't want you to suffer. I just need to get used to it, that's all."

"No, hyung. I'm done hurting you, and I'm sory for treating you like garbage for all these years just because I couldn't except that I was gay." Something shoved me to the side, I grabbed it and pulled it towards and soon felt his body land on mine.

I took the opportunity and kissed what felt like the corner of his mouth, I corrected myself and kissed his lips. I'm not going to let him keep suffering because I'm a loser virgin, he doesnt deserve to suffer because me.

"Please, please I'm begging you I want you to have sex with me! Please it just hurts for a little but it feels really good after! Please Jungkookie." I begged and tried to turn it about me and my own pleasure, "I can't.... I don't want to hurt you." He breathed into my mouth eyes still closed, for only a moment he allowed me to beg then pressed his lips onto mine.

They are so sweet and soft, they taste so good~

"Please.... I'll do anything for you.... just this once please."

"Do you really want this?" He asked, "Yes.... i do, I didn't want you to be smug about it but I really do want it." I answered, I'd be lying if I say I didn't mean it.