Chapter 185 Don't Love Me

  The week ran really fast like a Bugatti Veyron. I had a fun time with Alex and also in Santorini. I've had a hard time figuring out the next place we were to go to for our second honeymoon experience or vacation.

It seems Alex wanted me to loose the bet that's why he's kept me busy and distracted through out the week. I mean if we're not having our early morning sex in the infinity pool, then it's him taking me on an endless tour around Greece.

We even went as far as going to other islands to discover the history of Greece and Alex buying a part of it for the future. "Do you just go about buying lands in any country you feel like?" I asked as we stepped into the car after his 'IMPORTANT BUSINESS MEETINGS'. He chuckled.

 "I hope this so called Haven is the best, cause I can recall how I never once liked that place!" He suddenly said in a sarcastic tone.

Oh just wait and see Mr Alex' I thought as the chauffeur drove further in. We got to the jet terminal and into the jet and finally left Greece. I would definitely miss that place alot. I had one of the best times of my life in Greece.

I stared out the window, looking at the clouds, till a thought came across the many thoughts on my mind. I really didn't know much about Alex's private life even if we've lived together for almost four months now. One thing I knew he had during one of my little research was the comigo empire built by him.

He owned the largest tech company in the world, and that's basically my area. "Alex!" I called sitting on the seat opposite his, for him to turn his gaze to me. "As you've said, I have limited time to pay you the money I owe right?" "What's your point?" He asked with narrowed eyes.

"I want to work in your company. I can go to the office to apply if that's what you want!" "You went to college?" He closed his laptop with an astonished face. Was this some sort of a joke?

A maid brought in his whisky and a glass. Two ice cubes were placed in the glass as she poured the liquid into Alex's glass.

"Why?" I asked

"I don't know, I just never saw you in that light!" He took a sip of his drink as he stared at me. He never saw me in that light, then what did he see me as? "Want some?" He raised his drink. "No I'm fine!"

There was a brief moment of silence,before his lips parted again, "How old are you Hazel!" He suddenly asked.

"22!"

"Hmm!" Was all he said as he continued with his liquid. I couldn't believe we didn't know this basic things about ourselves, or maybe he knew nothing about me. I mean, I know Alex is 28 and he's a business man.

A known killer and a heartless sweetheart. I loved him above his flaws, which I hoped he changes one day. "How come you don't know anything about me?" 

"Cause they were useless to me. I didn't care about those silly things!" I smiled bitterly at his words. "Thank you for your honesty!" "Anytime!" He opened his laptop and continued with his work.

"Alex how about my job?" 

"The interview is complete and you're not qualified!" He said calmly. "What? Alex you can't do this. You know how important this job is for me? Alright why not retake the interview please!" I tried reasoning with him.

"Alright, we'll get you another interview when we get back home!" He said for me to nod at his words. I was happy, I knew I was qualified for this job, I knew I would get accepted after a real interview was conducted not some questions about my personal life.

I went ahead to sleep in the room since I was practically not doing anything other than watching Alex work with his laptop. Our flight is in 23hours, that's one hell of a flight.

It was boring staying with a man who did nothing but work on the jet. "I will do as you have instructed. Did you see the pictures I sent?" I stared at Carie. I got bored that I had to do a video call with her. "Hmm Santorini is a beautiful place!"

"Does, Alex know where you're headed?" She asked smiling. "No, he thinks it's Whitehaven beach!" I chuckled moving my hands through my hair. "You know he let me talk to the pilot myself and gave me his card to pay for the trip!" 

"I never knew Alex likes surprises!"

"I'm shocked too. He enjoys it!" 

"So tell me Hazel, did you do it already?" Carie's eyes sparked mischievously and I nodded shyly. "Oh my God....!" I was too shy to meet her gaze. "Did he use protection Hazel?" She suddenly asked. "No, don't worry it's my safe period I won't get pregnant!" 

"Safe periods are not weeks or months. Anyway, I wish you two make mistakes and give me my nieces and nephews soon!" "Oh stop!" We both laughed at her foolish thought. But Carie was right, I didn't want to get pregnant now.

I'm just not ready for motherhood, especially since I and Alex's relationship is not yet defined. 

We arrived in Maldives airport the next day at noon, a car was already parked awaiting our arrival to take us to the island. "You never told me you had good taste like this!" Alex said as he helped me into the car. I smiled. "You wouldn't believe me even if I told you!"

We got to the island, and to our villa, a wood deck, built on water. I opened the door to our villa and we stepped in with our loggages. "It looked so beautiful!" I strode further into our room as I checked the bathroom and little closet.

I took off my clothes as we stepped into the bathroom for our hot bath. We really needed it, to relax out tensed muscles.

After our long bath, i headed to the room where Alex caged me and we went on again with an unending sex.

He was really turning me into a sex addict. He didn't use a condome this time as he went in again and again, from behind and a new wave of emotions filled my body.

I jerked and fell on the bed once I came, seems he also did and in me again. We laid on the bed after few rounds of sex.

I was anxious on what his reaction would be if I told him how I felt about him. Carie had encouraged me to tell him so he'd be aware of my feelings and even if he denies it at first, he would come to like me eventually.

But what I was scared of the most was my growing feelings towards him, it's like, it became uncontrollable after we became one.

I stared at the man laid on the bed with me, and I gulped. My heart raised loudly as anxiety enloped my entire being. I wanted to turn deff to all his warnings of, like Carie has said, it's better I let him know now we're closer to each other.

There was no way he would have sex with me and not be inlove with me right?. People always develope some certain type of feelings after sex. I took in silent deep breaths and exhaled to calm down a bit. 

"I love you Alex!" It took me all the courage in the world to mutter such hard sentence. His eyes were already on me, but it seems he was now focused on me. Luckily his facial expression did change a bit. And I let out a sigh of relief.

"What love are you talking about?" His tone was firm. I pointed that out, but I still stood my ground, I had to let him know before I get crazy or it becomes upsession.

"I've fallen inlove with you Alex!" I confessed, finally feeling relieved that burden was now out. 

He stared at me without a word for some seconds, "Are you stupid?" I met his gaze astonished. "For fucks sake, what the fuck is wrong with you woman?"

AUTHORS NOTE : I'm doing better now, thanks to those who wished well. I will resume to updating two chapters daily as promised.