Surrender

((Dekra Nykta - Damned Night 

An expression. Sometimes, mages say it when they are pissed, frustrated, angry, or just really high on any kind of emotion. 

Synonym - Fuck.

Can be used interchangeably.))

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KYROS

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I was a mess of trembling emotions. 

My body quivered with the anger that  erupted inside me, my lungs on fire with the words that I was too angry to say and my hands trembling with rage by my sides as I stormed out of the dining hall. 

How dare he do this to me?

I thought we really bridged a gap, I thought he was already agreeing to be my Master, I thought I was safe with him.

Stupid me. 

I thought I was finally safe with someone.

I thought I was finally somewhere I was wanted, somewhere I needed to be. 

So stupidly stupid!

My gaze moved across the room, it suddenly felt too disarranged.

Scattered.

I have to fix it. 

Everything.