Obsession.
Sometimes, it's inexplicable, indefinable.
You might not even know if your obsession is right or wrong.
When Fu Long could no longer decipher his feelings for Chu Qianli, he preferred to stop overthinking.
To consider it merely a habit, a habit of guardianship.
Although he inexplicably didn't feel the urge to draw close nor had the impulse to do so, the feelings from the beginning remained fresh in his memory.
That was his current emotion towards Chu Qianli.
No longer wanting to draw close, but still harboring a feeling like having once deeply cared for her, a sentiment he would never forget until death.
Because of this feeling, he felt responsible for her.
He wanted to help her, to make her happy.
It was as if only by securing Ali's happiness could he fulfill his own mission.
Turning affection into a duty, he didn't know when this sensation began.
Fu Long didn't wish to dwell on it, for to him, making Ali happy was the pursuit of his life.