Chapter 30: Blank

Reycepaz's Pov

"Well, well it seems like my plan didn't work. And look at yourselves now, you're so gross than the vomit that i saw in toilet bowl in public bathroom yesterday. I guess i need to end the life of the cockroaches that always bothering me, with my dear hands-oh shoot! I don't want my pretty dress and nails stain from your dirty blood, so thank me, i wear an apron and gloves that i get from the Laboratory." Mala demonyo niyang sabi sabay dura sa gilid.

When I said to them "get our from your outer shell" this is not the outer I want to see.

"I also thank Satan for guiding and protect me together with this gun out from the guards. Both of you are ve-ry-pa-the-tic and you don't have a right to show your over acting love, affection or for whatever you called that bullshit in public nor private, besides, people can't withstand the grossness of it! As long us she's alive, I will never forgive you Reycepaz!" Dagdag pa niya habang nagiigting ang kanyang mga panga.

We literally shock of the voice from the woman behind us. Even it's raining, I can feel the goosebumps in my arms.

Lucifer is not the fallen angel. I think, this woman we face is the real devil.

I gulp, "S-Savannah what are you doing here?" I utterly said.

"Present! Mister Madigan." She aggressively replied while smirking like pennywise. She even lick her gun after saying those words.

Where the hell did he get that gun, not to say but... bloods are visible dripping to the white gown she wear.

There's only one thing that explain this, she killed someone.

"D-Don't tell me you're the one who spread those foolish photos everywhere?" Merliah ask while it's clear to her hands and mouth that she's shaking.

"If I tell you that I did those, then what? you slut!" Savannah replied while still smirking and enlarging her black pupil eyes.

"Why did you do this? Can you tell me the reason, I might help you..." I calmly said while, raising my hands to the air as if I'm stopping the situation.

I let my self to stay calm and control the situation, besides she's holding a SIG P320 pistol that comes with a color combination of Gold and silver. I know this gun, because this pistol is famous for woman to shoot a prey, for the same reason that it comes with different variety of sizes that definitely perfect for the owner.

I can see that she really prepare everything for this plan. Merliah is still in my side and she continued shivering, maybe because of the freezing rain and the shock for what she've seen.

"Ask your self Reycepaz, ask your self, diyan ka naman magaling diba, sa pangingialam sa buhay ng iba? You're so good to others like they really important to you, but i know how hideous you are!" She yelled, while I still curious what did I do for her to act like this.

"Savannah, that's the reason why I ask you because I don't have any clue at all. And I taught that I already know you well because what's on the description about you on the record of the students enrolled here in the university, ay talagang ito ay iyong ipinapakita like your father has an severe illness kaya gusto mong su-" kalma kong paliwanag na agad niya namang pinutol.

"Naniwala ka naman? You dumb, let me say this twice, you're so pathetic Reycepaz. Sa panahon ngayon pwede mo ng gawing fake ang lahat. Pangalan na nga lang ang hindi ko na fake doon. My real age was 24, and my father was not in any severe illness!" She yelled out of her lungs.

The anger that she shows has no limit. I don't even know what I've done to her that made her do this things. Is she just acting-maybe. Besides, she's in theater-oh shit, I forgot that's not her field.

"Are you jok-"

I almost ask those questions when she shut one bullet to the air, Fuck, this is reality. Making a joke here is not an option.

Kahit na bumubuhos ang malakas na ulan sa kaniyang mukha ay napapansin ko pa rin ang tumutulong luha na ito pa ay sumasabay sa mga patak ng ulan.

Lalo akong naguguluhan kung ano ba talaga ang aking kasalanan, sapagkat siya ay lubos nasaktan.

Pinipilit kong isipin ang lahat na ginawa ko simula noong makilala si Savannah Alfonso bilang presidente sa aking silid aralan. Ngunit, kahit isa ay wala akong maalala.

She's always nice to me and to her classmate, that's why I never suspect her to be like this.

The memories I have now is vivid. Hindi ko alam kung ito na ba ang resulta sa pagiging matanda.

"She's dead Reycepaz! She's dead!"

Sigaw pa niya.

I was even more confused as to what my sin really was.

Did I killed someone by accident?

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Did I hit someone while driving?

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Did I poisoned someone with my leftover food or what?

Lot of questions bothering me and all of them simultaneously inserting in my head that made my head hurts.

Hindi na ako nakapagpigil pa at tinanong na siya ng diretso.

"Ano ba talaga ang kasalanan ko ha? Sino ba 'yung namatay. Please sagutin mo ako ng diretsahan" Tanong ko na may halong sigaw. Besides the ravishing rain makes the surrounding unhearable.

"Condom can be use once only-any clue ha?!"

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As I heard those phrases, I finally remember everything.

Those are my original phrase that I only use to K-Kate.

"W-What happened to Kate? Why do you know her? What's the connection between you and her?" Sunod sunod kong tanong na tila ba ay medyo natataranta na ako sa mga nangyayari.

"Shut up! kung ayaw mong pabilisin ko ang pagkamatay ng demonyo na 'yan!" Sambit niya habang turo-turo si Merliah gamit ang baril na kanyang hawak. I'm literally worried for our situation, what if this is our last?

"Don't worry, I'll tell you the whole story as short as i can. just for you, so shut up!" Savannah exclaimed.

Savannah is absent this few days, and her parents send a letter to my email said that they ask an excuse for Savannah, besides her sister died-shit.

"Wait so you and her are-"

Para bang may malakas na frequency ang tumunog at nawawalan ako ng tino ng medyo na-iintindihan ko na ang mga pangyayari.

"Yes, I know what you think you dumb. You finally get it, hindi na pala ako mag aaksaya ng laway pa para magpaliwanag. Kate Willcovar is my Elder sister and yes, we're siblings in different father but we have the same womb. She's dead, because of depression that lead her to commit suicide. And it's your fucking stupid fault. N-Now she's gone-" She explained shuttering while crying. I know how hurt it is-no, im wrong, I don't really know how devastating it is. I myself even confused if it really was my fault.

But I think it is.

I already told her for what I feel right? that I give up on her, that I already have a woman that want to protect until my last breath.

Is it my fault again?

Am I always really do mistakes?

They about to hear my reply but Merliah's voice conquer my words.

"It's not his fault! It's your mistake at first! If you didn't spread those freaking pictures anywhere no one would die. You know what is the best thing to describe you? You're SELF-CENTERED UGLY BEING!"

I don't know how to react, but I'm so proud for what Merliah did. All I want to say to her is "Salamat" but it seems like i can't move.

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"No, it's your fault! I changed my mind, I must kill you both!" Savannah shout on top of her lungs.

That's the last thing I heard before my sight starting to blur.

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I don't know why but suddenly I just felt that my body become light as feather.

No, it's like I'm flying.

I feel weightless, as i look into the sky.

Sky? Oh the rain, I forget that the cold rain still dropping towards my face.

Did I say cold? Can I feel cold now?

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But, It feels like im falling?

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But why?

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Oh, someone push me.

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Someone I protect push me.

But why?

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Why Merliah?

Why you push me from the building?

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My sense of hearing also become vivid but I can hear Merliah's said something, but the words glitching.

"I-€ove-y#-wπait-fo×-me∆" she said but, I don't understand that.

But why the most person i trust become my enemy?

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Why the only woman I love suddenly betrayed me?

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Are they up to something?

I don't know.

One thing for sure,

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Merliah killed me.

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That when thou finally realized that thee shouldn't trust anybody even if thy share the same blood. Besides, for it may be the cause of thy death.

Trusting is the only word thee never trust.

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It felt like a second after closing my eyes it seems the place and ambiance changed, I suddenly heard like voices of people trying everything they can to keep me alive.

Am I really going to die?

I can hear apparatus everywhere. My vision is still blurry but I can slightly see the light above me. It feels like doctors and nurses are busy-reviving me? I think they are.

All I can hear is them, asking the nurses about the things they need to use for operating me.

Did I fall from the building right? Then i think it's a miracle having a second chance to be alive here.

I'm completely perplexed by everything that's going on, but one thing is for sure.

If I were to be granted a second chance to live, I would never let it go to waste.

My vision even consciousness become darker and dull, I can't hear anything even a glimpse of murmur...

Everything become blank.

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Last date updated: April May 04, 2022

Last update I: 10/05/22