Chapter 42

(Leaving)

　　Shawna's POV

　　I don't know the reason behind his question but I thought and answered it.

　　Hell! There is no way I have feelings for him. How can I even develop it? He is more like my master, my owner. It's clearly impossible. It can't never happen, I'll just putting my own self at risk by developing feelings for him. Feelings that can never be acknowledged, feelings that can bring me closer to death by punishment.

　　No! There is no way that is ever happening, I thought deeply to myself.

　　"Why? Why don't you? Isn't he handsome enough or are you just lying?" The doctor's voice snapped me out of thought.

　　"No...no...it's not that sir, it's just that it isn't possible. There shouldn't be such feelings between us, I am not allowed to have such feelings for him" she explained.

　　"Then why? Who are you to him? I'm curious, I've known Dillion for a very long time so it's okay to tell me" he insisted.