Delay until further notice due to a fucking war

Sup guys? I'll keep it short. War broke out in my country so I won't have time to write. I'm currently at my military base. It's really weird to describe what I'm feeling... On one hand, I'm terrified. There are already 150+ dead, and dozens of kidnapped people, military and civilians. Only a matter of time until it's someone I know. On the other hand, I'm somehow excited? I feel more relevant, more fulfilled, then ever. I can't really put in on paper. Anyway, I thought I'd give you a heads-up. If something bad happens I'll post again, though I'm praying it won't come to that. That's it, I guess. Until next time