Chapter 26

Similar feelings were generated when Ted was with men whom he found attractive not only in physical terms but in the way they approached sex. To Ted it was more like they were making love. These evenings often started out with quiet dinners or movies before progressing to the physical part of the night. It was at times like this that Ted was reminded of Chris and what they shared. Was his life as a rent boy compatible with having a loving relationship with someone? A relationship that meant more than mere sexual gratification? Were gay men allowed such relationships? Could his relationship with Chris develop into something like that?