Visiting Shen Shui

For a moment Su Wan wanted to confess everything, she wanted to tell them that she wasn't the Su Wan they all loved and adored. The Su Wan they knew was already dead but when she looked at their happy faces that were filled with happiness and excitement of celebrating another year with their niece. 

She couldn't bring herself to say it, it felt wrong to take the love that belonged to the original Su Wan but she would rather be selfish and keep this love to herself than crust their hearts until they could no longer feel anything.

She knew she was being selfish but how can she say the truth and break their hearts? Wasn't it akin to killing these people who loved Su Wan dearly? 

Thus, she smiled and put forth a suggestion that she would have never thought of before, " Why don't we visit my mother's grave today and bring everything that she loved to eat?"