Is it wrong to want to make a girl impotent?

I didn't know why but a weird girl kind of tried to crash into me just minutes ago. I was still using alpha particles to avoid all the palm around me, so I kind of knew she was coming straight for me. 

I didn't know why and I didn't care either. But strangely for a second, I felt enticed. Obviously, I broke free immediately, dodged her, and kept on jogging. I guess my mental seals finally came in handy for something. 

But for that second, I was willing to even bow down at her feet. That was one ferocious power she had. And I was glad I got out of there before she could have pulled anything and before I had to do things to her, in self-defense. 

I guess it was more like she got lucky rather than me. After all, my subconscious self-defense mechanisms were quite scary. 

I shook my head a little and kept on jogging. 

***

I took a pill, got in the shower, washed the gloves extra hard, and finally, finally, after everything, had my chocolate milk.