(S)145. Tomato

"That is not what you should be focusing on right now. You have so much on your plate. What you should be bothered about is why you are married to him in the first place. Go back, you shouldn't be out in the garden at night." He walked right into the tree.

I walked back absent mindedly to my room. Hanna had prepared dinner on my table but was nowhere. I forgotten the last time I ate and I wasn't even hungry. I seemed to have lost my appetite. Now that's saying something. I walked straight to the shower and washed up, still thinking about Red scales words.

All of them are.

There's nothing you can do about it.

Count the last of your days alive.

What you should be concerned about is why you are married to him in the first place.

I massaged my aching temples. This is too much for my brain to take. It would be easier if I write it down.