8. Officially 18th years old

"I would like to thank my bestfriends Aire the lady of Autumndew, Trish Woodshine and Astrella Bloomshire. Girls I don't know how my life would be if I had not met you guys, you guys are amazing beyond words! I love you and for the dude who had been my inspiration to keep living thank you for not keep urging me to stop loving you" Carmilla was half laughing saying this sentences

"thank you for keep ignoring me and to the dude who couldn't make it here because of some emergency in my next birthday you have to make it here! just kidding, and to everyone here I love you all, thank you for coming here. mom and dad I love you more than I can say!" Carmilla was just about to go down the stage when a hand suddenly hold her

Joshua Greymoon, her childhood friend made a surprise to her. He said he can't come to her 18th birthday since his schedule will be tight that day, but who thought that he did come and ready to celebrate her most important day.

The party went smoothly it just a bit off when the person who never skipped her birthyday wasn't there again, this is the third times he skipped her birthday.

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*new semester*

new season comes, new environment begins, all her friends has left the country it just her who never thought to left her country. Today her brother's driver send her to her class, she had been praying to get on the same class with Carleon.

sadly their class was just a concrete apart, Carleon took the business class meanwhile she took the science and biology class, as far as she remember Carleon never been interested in business industry and he always shows interest in becoming a doctor.

"Hi, its been a long time" someone suddenly pat her back

"uh? oh hi" she replied

"you in this class too" Carmilla asked Lily's who's heading to her class

"nope, but my friend is in this class too" she was half smiling half smirking to her

"I'm in business class with Carleon" she continued

"oh, I see. alright, I've to meet sir Arlin. See ya" Carmilla has been numb with her attitude she's not even have a slight jealousy knowing that.

"stupid, who do you want to act strong with here" Lily mumbled

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*rest time*

"I thought reaching eighteen would give me a mature vibe, looking smart and active look but the heck is this, given tenth of assignment on the first semester, being burdened with daily needs? Ho could I be stupid enough for accepting dad's challenge"

"stay strong girl! you can make it! tomorrow let's look for part-time jobs" Carmilla's was having a monologue she was sitting under the willow tree while drinking a soda and looking at her biology book

"you're alone?"

"do you see anybody else here?" she threw back a question without look up, she was too caught up with her own thought

"argh! my head is about to explode! how could I accept it without thinking the consequences" she messed her hair, she was to concentrate with her own thought