IDOL! (English version)

"Now suddenly you're asking for it back..

Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?...

Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had...

But I don't really care how bad it hurts..

When you broke me first...

You broke me first..."

-Tate Mcrae - You broke me first-

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If at that time God gave me a choice maybe I would choose not to accept you and not let my heart hurt so deeply, But? why from the many men out there I have to meet you again? why my heart keeps beating when i see you? shouldn't I forget you?

7 years later ...

"Today's Breaking News IDOL group BTS again scored a proud achievement with their comeback song 'Dynamite' entering the top of the Billboard charts in America with the number 1 position for 2 consecutive weeks ..."

Yoona blankly looked at the news broadcast on television in the hospital canteen where she worked and returned to focus on eating. "It's been 7 years," muttered Yoona.

7 years is not a very short time and for Yoona it is 10 years after she decided to separate from him. with a man who has now transformed into a figure so distant and famous who is now appearing on television with his group undergoing an interview session.

"hey Yoona"

A light pat on her shoulder interrupted Yoona's reverie from rummaging through her lunch and turned to the person next to her.

"Oh Hyun Ri what's wrong?"

Hyun Ri is Yoona's best friend since high school, stared in surprise at Yoona who was daydreaming with her lunch that was not reduced by half. Her eyes turned to staring at the television program featuring BTS interviews there.

Hyun Ri who realized what her best friend saw could only sigh softly "Are you still thinking about it?"

Yoona who realized it only smiled faintly, maybe more sadly. Seeing Hyun Ri, pulling out an empty chair in front of her best friend and leaning on her chin.

"He has become very famous now Yoona and you are also trying to move forward. Is now your heart wavering again, hmm?" she asked

"How do you feel when faced with something like that Hyun ri? I may be a little forgetting it is not hysterical like before when I just separated. But somehow my heart always flutters when I see it"

"That's why I always ask you on blind dates!!! You're too stubborn, when you think about it, not necessarily he also thinks about you"

Yoona smiled wryly again. It's true that what Hyun Ri said isn't necessarily that person thinking about it and after all, it's been 10 years maybe he doesn't remember. Yoona is only a small part of his past.

"Augh !! remembering your efforts to survive with him from zero makes me angry !!" said Hyun Ri in an annoyed tone.

Yoona forced herself to laugh so that her friend wouldn't worry about her anymore. "never mind I'll try to forget it again". then she got up from her place and put the tray of food in the place of dirty dishes.

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"Good work everyone !! your schedule tomorrow album shoot and practice" said Manager Kim

"Nae !!!" the members answered in unison.

"thank you manager for the hard work"

The manager looked at Jimin and smiled "yes, you have worked hard too, Jimin-ah" he patted Jimin shoulder lightly and came out of the BTS dorm.

"Wow, i'm so tired" said Jungkook, dropping himself on the couch in the living room. Jimin, who had just escorted his manager out of the dorm, also sat beside Jungkook.

"What do we have for dinner today?" Taehyung asked after he changed his clothes to casual clothes and was followed by the other members.

BTS has gathered in the living room again to discuss what dinner they will have today. Jungkook then expressed his wish "I want kimcihjigae, hyung"

"Eoh coupled with samgyeopsal must be delicious" Taehyung added.

"Let's cut, rock, paper to determine who will cook," Seokjin added

"Seokjin hyung and Yoongi hyung are sure to cook," Hoseok said with a chuckle.

"Wow, how can it be unfair like that huh. I don't want it! It would be fair if we determine it by means of scissors, stones, paper," Seokjin protested which was replied to by the rest of the members.

Seokjin and Yoongi didn't realize it. Jimin gestured to his friends to take out the rock, Jimin knew very well that these two Hyungs would pull out scissors. and it's true when the game started they cheered except for Seokjin and Yoongi.

"I feel something strange" Yoongi said in his lazy voice.

"I smell suspicious smells here." Seokjin rubs his chin while staring suspiciously at the five members who are still cheering with joy.

Hoseok said with a laugh "you said wants a fair game hahaha"

Seokjin narrowed his eyes for a moment and then sighed in resignation then he got up from his place and said "OK I'll check the ingredients in the refrigerator, come on Yoongi"

Just now the five members sat quietly, the suddenly Seokjin's screaming voice startled them. Simultaneously they run towards the kitchen and find Seokjin opening the refrigerator door with Yoongi covering his ears with a funny smile.

"What's wrong!?" asked Namjoon who was curious about Seokjin and Yoongi behavior.

"Wow, I just realized that there are only eggs and 3 apples in our refrigerator," says Seokjin with a silly laugh.

"Is it true?" Jungkook came over to see the contents of their refrigerator and also laughed silly and the curious Hoseok also looked inside the refrigerator

"Wow, have we been eating delivery orders all this time, huh? to the point that the dorm refrigerator is empty like this?" Hoseok watched until his head entered the refrigerator.

"Hyung what are you doing? Are you cooling your head? Haha" Jimin laughed at Hoseok action that put his head into the refrigerator.

"Okay, it looks like we have to send someone to shop for ingredients. We exclude Seokjin and Yoongi hyung because they are in charge of cooking," said Namjoon.

"all right !! scissors, rock, paper !!!!" Taehyung shouted suddenly making the four remaining members at a loss to draw out their weapons.

"yeay !!!" Taehyung, Namjoon and Hoseok also cheered.

"ahhh" Jungkook and Jimin stared sadly at their paper hands. while Yoongi laughed at the sad expressions of Jungkook and Jimin.

"OK, I'll write down what you have to buy for dinner." Seokjin swiftly takes a piece of paper and a pen to take notes.

"Put on your coats it's cold outside because soon we are entering winter" said Yoongi when he saw Jimin and Jungkook getting ready to go shopping.

"Nae ... we go first" said Jimin and followed behind by Jungkook.

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"Nae eomma ... hmm I'm fine" Yoona walked slowly while trying to wrap the scarf around her neck with one free hand.

"You eat regularly, right?"

"I eat regularly Eomma, you don't need to worry." Yoona smiled at her mother worries there

"did you sleep at home?"

"I rarely come home" Yoona looked at the snelly jacket she was wearing under her thick coat

"Are you busy? You rarely come home?"

"hmm, my schedule is full lately, the ER is also busy"

"yes there are many accidents because the road is slippery"

"Yes, because in winter the roads are getting slippery so there are many accidents. Eomma be careful when you leave the house, don't forget to wear a thick coat"

"OK you also have to be careful eoh?"

"Nae, then I'll hang up it first, eomma"

Yoona hung up the phone and started walking towards the supermarket near the hospital. shortly thereafter Jimin and Jungkook entered the supermarket with masks and black hats and thick coats.

Yoona walked to the fruit place, she took a bag of apples and oranges and did not forget a box of strawberries that Hyun Ri request her then she walked to the shelf filled with instant food. When she was engrossed in seeing and choosing instant ramyeon in front of her. she turned to the man who was standing not far from her next maybe about 5 steps. the man called out to his friend who was pushing a trolley full of groceries. Yoona did not realize who the man was because of his closed appearance so she returned to focus on the instant noodles in front of her. different from the man who brought the trolley earlier, he stood still looking at Yoona with a look that is difficult to explain.

"Yoona??"