I DO NOT WANT IT

Jackcy's Point Of View,

"Alesso, you can take him to the hospital but Jackcy will not come with you", said Luther, still staring at me with his red angry eyes, Alesso gulped and nodded, he took Marcus out from the room,

"Alesso", I called him and he stopped and turn his head in my direction,

"Take Luther with you too", I said and I felt his intense gaze on me,

"No need, I can go by myself, you just take that trash out of here, and tell him, not to dare to look at her again, and never show up in front of me again", said Luther in a full of threatening tone and Alesso just nodded and left with him,

I was about to leave him alone in the room, but his words stopped my walking feet,

"How many times I need to tell you not to work here, or you want me to teach you with a different way huh", he said then, his eyes were looking so dizzy still he was talking so calmly and no one can say he was so drunk a few time ago,

"Listen, Luther, it would be better if you stop interfering in my life, I am already messed up in my life, and Luke is growing up, I have to take care of his needs, so I need this job, so please, let me do whatever I am doing, and move on in your life", I said to him and turn my head to the door,

But again, his sarcastic laugh made me stop,

"Move on huh, move on, like you did, right, you are right then, I should find a suitable girl for me and then do marry her, and start my new life with her, right, this would be a proper move on according to you", he said, straight looking into my eyes,

"Yes it is, now do what you want, and let me do what I want", I said, trying hard not to cry in front of him, my heart broke into thousands of tiny pieces when he said about marrying another girl and start a new life, what about me, I can never move on in my life,

I still love him, I can never stop loving him, but what can I do when he is not ready to trust me, I tried enough to prove my innocence, now if he is letting me go, he will regret not me,

"Join my office from tomorrow and there is no need to work here again", he said making me completely shocked, I stare at him blinking my eyes,

"Why the hell I will work in your office when you hate me this much when you do not trust me when you feel disgusted with my touch when you can not tolerate my presence, and when I am nothing to you, why the fuck I should work with you huh", I said almost losing my temper,

He was astonished by my behavior, I never did like this before, I never yelled at him, but now I do not have many options, what made him think that after all this humiliation I will work for him, I will fucking die instead of work for him now,

"Stop talking nonsense Jackcy, I am giving you a chance to leave this place and a fair chance to secure a job, but unfortunately I would not allow you to see the boys in my office, that would be only a bad thing about this job, otherwise you will have everything", he said with a smirk on his face, no doubt he is looking hell handsome and I badly want to kiss him, but that doesn't mean I will forget the words he just told me,

What the hell he does mean that I would not be able to see other boys, what he thinks about myself, I do not even see in their direction,

"Keep your fucking job in your pocket, I do not want it, get that", I said and leave him alone in that room, he wanted to stop me but I did not give him a chance and headed myself out from there,

I quickly went into the girl's washroom and washed my face, I wanted to wash from acid, the touch of that bastard made me feel so disgusting, I combed my hair and wiped my face and I adjusted my dress, and took a deep breath to relax my muscles, and headed outside,

I went into the kitchen and started my work again, although my mind was still stuck on Luther's words, why he is thinking this low of me, we stayed together so many years, still, he could not understand what type of girl exactly I am, got tears started rolling down from my face, but I quickly wiped it, I do not want again someone asks me what happened to m because I do not know what to say to anyone,

I tried so hard to concentrate on my work and not to think any stupid things, but my mind exactly knows how to manipulate my thoughts and made me sad, I was making a salad as my finger got a cut and the fresh blood started running down, my only friend Geena in the club quickly came towards me, as all other waitresses do not like me much,

I do not know the reason either, I never did anything wrong to them, still, my presence bothers them a lot, but as I said before, what can I do, I do not have many options,

"Oh God Jackcy, where the hell you were lost, the cut is really deep and your finger is bleeding pretty badly, come, let me bandage it", she said with genuine concern,

She really cares about me, I am glad to have her as a friend,

"It is okay Geena, it is not hurting at all, I am fine", I said to her, but she did not listen to me, she took my finger in the tap, It was hurting so bad and a little scream escaped from my mouth, and a tear rolled down from the corner of my eye, and I wiped it, Geena brings a bandage and slowly put it on my finger,

"I will make the salad, you can rest a while", said Geena with a small smile on her lips,