Hoping For Miracles

Lisa's POV

I couldn't imagine living my life without Ben, but I don't want him to pity me. He should hate me for leaving him than to break his heart when he realized I was leaving him for good. He must not know I have cancer; that is the last thing I want for Ben. My savings would be enough to sustain my needs for the coming months until the day I will join our creator, and I will have enough to give John for my niece and nephew's education.