I. Stars

It's not that I love you

Not that I hate it you

Let's just say you're a star

You're so faraway

So remote

Beyond the skyline

But I still reach for you

Cause I know you're there

Your presence

No matter how scattered you may be

No matter how many of you shine

I still wish upon you

And that's not the case

Because I still love you

I love you with all my heart

But my heart is broken from all the shining

It's fluorescent glow long gone

So how should say this?

It's not that I love you

Not that I hate you

Not that I don't miss you

You're just a star

In the dark of night

One of those stars is you

So, I look at you

And when I do

I realize

that I don't hate you

Nor love you

It's that I need you

So, be with my side

That's what stars do right?

-No. 1 from my notebook, which I flipped right open