The coven

Blue.

It takes approximately six hours to get home and all through the drive I feel an emptiness that I can't even explain. I am not leaving them forever. This is not even going to take more than a week. I just need to give them my blood to heal her. The only way the leader of the coven can be healed is a remedy that includes the blood of the next in line. This is not the first time I have given her my blood and I doubt it will be the last time.

This time, it feels too problematic.

I am still upset with her. I haven't forgiven her for all the lies and deceit. Everything would have been easier if she had just told me the truth. I wouldn't have had sex with Gyles because I would've known about their traditions. Rex seems to think that I know everything. I am struggling here and he thinks I have it all so easy.

Which is so far from the truth.