Everything is not what it seems

Cassius.

Beau is the most selfless person I have ever met. If the tables were turned, I wouldn't have given him this chance and now thinking about it, I suddenly hate the person I became after losing Gyles. I hate that I killed all those people.

No matter what transpired, I shouldn't have taken things so far and maybe thinking back to it all is pointless. What is done, is done but I can't help but be grateful to him and his act of kindness. He is a wolf, the kind I hate so much, and he helped me. he is doing a request that I don't deserve.

He is a better person than I ever will be.

I guess dying is the best punishment for me and I have accepted my fate. I just need to know what happened to him, but I need to find out. If I have to get into his head tonight and see it all, that Is what I am going to do. they took him, didn't kill him but killed the rest of the family.

Why did they spare him?

They must have had a reason.