In your arms again.

Beau. 

I am on the cold hard ground. 

My body is a mess. 

I am freezing. 

I don't have any strength left in me. 

I wanted to stay with him but I didn't have the energy. I can feel my body giving up. The longer I stay here, the weaker I become. I want to be strong, he said he was coming, that he would save me. This is the second time Lanis has come to my rescue. This will be the second time he will see me at my weakest. 

I want to be his protector, the one that he can depend on for the rest of his life but he has taken that from me. he is my protector. He is my hero. 

The room is spinning above me. I feel him closer, maybe it is just in my head. He said he was coming for me and now my mind is playing tricks with me. Torturing me, deceiving me into thinking he is here.