I Want To See Your Room

"Don't cry"

"Why did you suddenly disappeared?"

"…"

"Did you have a vision?"

I nodded.

"I am sorry"

"Why are you apologizing?"

"I did something to trigger it"

"That's not true. It's just a coincidence"

"You know, I like to mess with you and play with you; that's our only interaction, but I soon start regretting it if something happens to you"

"No need to regret anything"

"Let's go to your room"

I hugged her and said, "Let me stay like this for a while"

I don't feel scared of those voices and visions anymore, but my body can't handle them.

I start trembling, and my legs give out, even though I don't want that.

Lily kept hugging me all the way to my room.

I sat on the bed and sighed.

Dammit!

I showed my lame side to her again.

She has already been stressed, and I keep increasing her stress.

I need to learn to get my shit together by myself.