31. Understanding her feelings

Gea found David stand-in in front of her after she closed Andrea door

"I'll walk you home, it is quite late even though your house just across ours, besides I told Dave I bring you home." David saw Gea has no reaction whatsoever, she does not look at him even for a while.

The atmosphere surrounding feel getting lower than usual, David sense there is something wrong.

'is she jealous because I met Lyla... ?' David mind start a conversation 'you wish!' his mind reply after. It makes him smile and bad mood in the counts of second

David looked down on Gea, he could saw she bite her lips and clenched her fist.

Gea head that looking down as well is as the height of David's shoulder, she only wears home slipper and not heels or sandals that at least 2cm height, it makes no much difference either way still David enjoyed the view from her left even though he has to peek to saw she bite her lips

Took Gea hands, open her fists that she resists... make David eagerly want to know what really happened inside her head.

'Is she really jealous?'

Halt his step David put his hand on her shoulder and turn her face to face with him

"what's wrong with you, why I sense your anger, and I could sense that you are really angry at me"

David pinch Gea chin and make her look up at him only to find angry eyes and her bottom lip get a bite by her

Ugh, David fought the urge to kiss that lips and released it from her teeth, he released his other hand from her shoulders afraid he might not able to control his strength and grip her more tightly than he already has... coz he fought with his own desires to hug her, and kiss her right now

Maintain his calmness is another thing than control himself.

David asked her once again what is he did that earn him this treatment from her. He put a step back, folding his hand on his chest waiting for her answer.

Putting his posture like that is David way to loosen up because if he clenched his fists it will be. unnoticed and it held his arms from wanting to hug the woman who never goes away from her mind, brain and even her heart.

she filled every corner of his mind and actions, his tough fill with the consideration of her... every action, steps or meeting he took he put her in consideration, something that he realised only after Edward brought it up

"Why we have this meeting in the restaurant, that we usually have it at the office, are you hoping to bump with her considered she loves to eat here"

Edward asked him once

something that Edward regret doing it, he was hoping it only results in another punch that he'll able to avoid or tackle it, instead, it results with more paperwork, extra overtime and action with less talk that he needs to interpret it into the decision making as well as instruction to all manager that request David insights

It's only back to normal after a call from Dave to go back to B City using David car and Gea will join the journey.

Edward learn his lessons and planning to get closer to Dave for future precautions

"What is that occupied the mind of yours that makes you forgotten her insulin shoot"

Gea can not hold back herself anymore.. her voice tremble for holding back herself to yell at David

'you... it is you that invaded almost all my brain' he wishes he could yell that to her

"why you angry at me for that, and who are you too angry at me about my own mother"

David really admires her love for his mother. The bound that both of them had really are strong, he hoped he could become the rope that tight them more closer.

"She may not my real mother but I care her like mine, how come you forget the need she has to stay healthy"

David really ignited the fire by mentioning she has no blood related to Andrea or any other related that could make her be considered as Andrea's family.

How dare he bring relation issue after seeing how she care and love Andrea. Is he really get bewitching by Lyla... Gea feels hurt as the thought pop up in her mind... she knows David love for Andrea are above anything, is Lyla really have a great impact on him, Gea can not see or sense any sign of it when she saw Lyla interaction with David earlier

"Don't tell me you are jealous, mum arranged the date for Lyla and me... that is why you took all your jealousy and mad at me" David really trying hard to read her mind

"What... you narcissist, you put yourself away to high... if I had to choose I'll choose Edward instead of you. He is way easier to get close with, funny, really capable man and the most outstanding is he knew how to deal with a man like you!!"

David can not control himself on Gea last sentence, he grabs her head and waist kiss her to brushed off every sentence Gea let out about Edward. He sucked every breath as he could suck everything she thought of Edward and replace it with a him

Gea feels weak in her knee, surrender to the man in front of her, the realisation that hit her, the butterfly feeling that raises in her stomach a feeling that long gone.

Edward is enjoying her weekend not knowing the weather has changed its directions

David warms lips make her Understanding the hurt she feels earlier on the thought of David get bewitching by Lyla, her act kissing his cheek in the car that not only surprises him but also put a shock on her that only realise her action after it's done, why she kisses his cheek at that time... everything becomes clear now as she slowly relaxes for a moment before tears fell to her cheeks unstoppable and her body shivering as the creepy feeling awakened

David let her go when feeling her body shake and taste the saltiness in the corner of her lips

"I am sorry, I really am... I am not mean to hurt you!" David sounds really frustrated not understand what happened

she seems to have the same feeling, David could tell from the kiss. David is really sure about it. But how come her shivering and crying unstoppably

David hugs her and wipes her tears with his thumb... pat her back

"Please tell me what did I do wrong, what can I do to correct it, what can I do to eased?" David sounds pleadings as Gea says nothing but she still shivering...it hurt him more seeing her like this

"Please tell me what can I do, to ease your pain?" David can feel her suffering but do not know what to do as he does not know what she is suffering from

"Just do nothing and please take a distance from me... if you are really want to fix this... if you really want to help ease my pain please... please do nothing." Gea got herself free from David Embrace and run away from him

David punch the walls in front of him to release her anger and frustration, it does not help much as it not only left him with heartache, he wound his hands as well

Ignoring everyone Gea run straight to her room, and text Dave

[I need to deal with my emotions and need time for it, I still joined the group date tomorrow... do not worry... thank you for your understanding and the situation I left you to deal with]

Soon as Dave read Gea text David arrived in their family room

"Boss!!!" Ava stand up and call him when He arrived

Dave holds his wrists and brings him outside at the front of the house.

Showing him Gea text Dave asking David to be patient

"If you really want her in your life...please gave her time, but if you do not want it, go knock her room door down" Dave knew if David force himself to Gea right now He gonna lose her forever, but if he really wants her he needed to control himself more

"She is a psychologist, she has the knowledge of human emotions way better than us, she has read your feelings the first time your guys interact, however you need to understand that she also human beings, gave her time to deal with herself... it's easier for her to understand and realised others emotions but it won't be the same if you have to deal with yourself...I really want to see you both together and for that my advice is to give her time and space per her request"

Dave could relate what David feel however he knows his sisters need times and if he wants to see both of them together he needs to make sure David gave Gea time and space... and while he does that Dave gonna try to talk to Gea, help her face her fear and realise the feeling she has for David is mutual and David is not a jerk that hurts her before