MBHH 47

Chapter 47

Part 47

Day thirty-two

Tuesday...

What happened yesterday night was unexpected.

I almost told him what I did and what I'm doing right now. Its all making me feel so nervous.

"Are you okay sam?"

"Don't worry about me chasie... I'm fully fine."

"Well you've been out of place since you came here, I just want to ask if something happened in your home or has a problem?" she stared at me as if reading my inner sense.

"I'm just thinking on something"

"Is this something I know?" She ask without thinking.

"Maybe... I guess?!"

"You shouldn't be worried about it... instead focused on yourself because after this you might forget yourself honey" words are eating me softly that way it leads me to melt in my own place right here right now.

"I-i'm trying" I said and look at the window. It's really hard. After yesterday this will be our last date I guess.

I planned on telling him the truth tomorrow before our date because I might mess up if I still wait for the time to passed before telling him. Like what I almost did yesterday night.

"Hey Sam?"

I looked at chasie

"Your phone" when she said it I grab my phone in my bag and stare at the person who are calling.

*asshole calling...*

Until it stop..

"Hayyy"

"Are you not going to answer it?" I stare at chasie when she talk after I put my phone in my table.

"I don't know?" I said with confusion on my voice.

"Well its up to you anyway" and she get back to her phone.

What would I say if I answer him?

Maybe just say hi?

*king kring kring*

"Do I have a choice?" I ask myself and slide the answer button.

*phone call*

"Hello?"

(Hey baby where are you?..I've been calling you?)

"Im sorry I forgot to check my phone"

(Anyways.. Where are you?)

"Im in my classroom why?"

(I'll fetch you.. Wait for me okay?)

"What?...why?"

(Were going to cut class baby)

"No I don't want to"

(Baby, come on.. I just want to date you is it bad?)

"Kevin-"

(You don't want to date me anymore?) I bet his pouting damn how can I say no.

"That's not it okay"

(Okay fine... You don't want so yeah-) damn his acting skills tss.

"Fine as if my guilt won't eat me tss."

(Damn I love you so much baby...wait for me okay?)

"Yeah just be fast" I love you too Kevin.

"I will baby...bacause I miss you already"

I miss you too and i would probably miss you.

*toot toot toot*

I hung up before I said something inappropriate this time... he really is a sweet boyfriend to be with i swear. He makes me smile just by talking to him and that's also the reason why I fell inlove to the wrong person.

Kevin's POV

"Im going guys" and leave them without listening to their questions for sure. I get my bag and leave so I could go to their building faster.

I'm walking in the hallway of my course building until i arrived in their course building i take the elevator.

*ting*

Signals that I'm already in the 5 floor of this building.

I'm walking fast until Im walking to their hallway. No one's there until when I walk near to their room door, see a girl that are standing outside of the room that I think she is.

I stop....

I assume it was her... but i was wrong.

Until she lift up her head and stand straight.

"K-kevin" what is she up to now.

I walk near her and ask her while smiling. I don't want her to misunderstand everything that I'm doing.

"Is she inside?" She nod and I get my phone to call her.

"Wait!" She snatch my phone that fast that I couldn't react on it.

"I-I need to say s-something?" Irritation ate me when she speak.

"Can't it wait?" I said with irritations in my voice because she already know why I came here but she's stopping me as if her words was that important.

"I-it c-can't" I raised my eyebrows at her when she said it as if I'm that bored to talk to her. Well it was true I'm bored talking to her and sam might misunderstood again everything.

"K-kev-"

"Straight to the point... because i don't have time for this anymore" I said boredly.

She lift down her head and kneel infront of me that made me shock and walk backwards.

"W-what-"

"I'm sorry for everything...I'm sorry...but you don't deserved all of this." I saw tears flow down in her cheeks. That made me come in my senses and hold her both arm to help her stand.

"Stand up ... ELSA" I shout her name when she's being stubborn.

I let go of her when she finally get up.

"What are you doing elsa?"

She's still not looking at me and she's still crying as if I made her cry for some reasons. I'm glad that no one's here because if someone saw us it was so fucking embarrassing.

"Stop being her boyfriend...because you'll be hurting yourself." It irritates me.

"What are you talking-"

She lift up her head and looked at me.

"She used you..." words that made me stop on asking.

Is she on drugs?... who?... who was she referring to?.

She did again look at the floor.

"I told them, my friends rather that you hurt me, you betray me, you have someone that made you to break up to me-"

"WHAT THE FUCK?" IM SO FUCKING IRRITATED ON WHAT SHE WAS SAYING... THE HELL TO HER FOR SAYING THAT KIND OF STORY INTO SOMEONE OR EVERYONE.

"I know...*sob* its my fault...*sob* that's why I'm asking your forgiveness because of it."

"You really out of your mind." I said angrily at her.

"Yeah I'am...but she's more crazy than me" she said while staring at me angrily too.

"Point out what you were saying...stop being in a circus."

"We have a deal and that is to make you fall inlove and break you after a month and she was the one who I choose to do that" words that killed me triple times that I couldn't find a words to answer or ask her.

I don't want to trust her, I don't want to believe in her because of all what she say to me earlier. Words on my mind stop. My mouth can't speak now. I also can't feel my emotions and body.

But my heart starts to pound so fucking fast that I can't count on every pound.

Did she?