How does one move on...

...

"Argghhh!" Xiao Lei yelled into her pillow as she tried to hide her embarrassment. "Why did I say all those stuff? Damn it, Xiao Xiao Lei! Aren't you ashamed of yourself?" 

She turned and lay on her back as she sighed loudly. When she thought about what she did earlier, her face started to heat up and turn red again, to the point that it was warm to the touch. 

She did not know what came over her when she blurted out those words. 

"He wouldn't think that I'm too easy... Would he?" she mumbled worriedly. "I mean... He didn't even court me or anything, and now I'm putting myself on a silver platter..."

She groaned and thrashed about in her bed. When she finally got tired, she leaned on her side and her eyes landed on the photo of Xiao Yunjie. "Yunjie..."