Discovering More About My Pregnancy

I found out that my mom never wanted me to come back so we are not coming. The doctor's office called me and they said that I need to come in because my doctor found something out about my pregnancy. I didn't know what to think, was my baby sick?,when I give birth was it going to hurt me. At that point I cried every night. I told Juilian about it, like always he told it would be alright. Today I find out if it's something bad or not. The doctor told me that I was having twins. Was a very mad?? not really. Was I completely upset?? not really. The only part was I was going to have five children and I'll not even get a break because I'm always waking up to crying babies or to feed them. I visit my father's grave every day and I wish he was still here because he would have divorced my mom and would not let me go see her because she would abuse me . It's hard to know that I'm responsible for his death according to my mom. She claims I pushed him off a balcony when she's the real murderer. I found the footage just last week that showed that my mom really did it. The Police never arrested me because my brother knows that I wasn't even at the house at that time. Oh! I forgot to tell you a had a brother,My brother is twins with Lily they are both 35. This is a secret but I'll tell you. Lily has had a baby every year since she was 25. I honestly think that's to many children but I'm going to have 6 including an adopted child.