It's Impossible, Why God Why ?1/3

Alice's POV

I looked at the mirror for the last time and was about to go out but the door opened revealing jungkook "hey you need something?" I asked as he was standing in the middle of the door blocking my way to go out he titled his head to side , smirked and said "yes you " he said and before I could react he kissed me hungrily and closed the door behind me pinning me on the door I can't breath his kiss is too strong I started pushing him away but it doesn't help the situation "jungkook" only muffles came out of my mouth "Did you thought I would let you go with hyung that easily?" he said he was angry but why ??he was about to kiss me again but I stopped him "wait what's wrong with you ?" I said he laughed a little and said "wearing matching outfits, going together , making me stay at home and asking what's wrong with me ?" he yelled at me "jeon jungkook it's not like what you think " I yelled back too .

jungkook's POV

she said it's not what I think "okay then how is it ?" I said as I held her face closer to mine joining out foreheads her heavy breaths were on my neck making me go crazy but still helping me to calm down was the heat of her body ,her scent "jungkook let me go " she said but I didn't "I won't until you promise me that you'll not leave me " I said my voice broked at the thought of her leaving me ,am becoming a monster for her ,I know I will hurt her if she won't choose me and afraid that she'll hate me and am afraid that she's becoming my obsession "jeon jungkook calm down am not leaving you am just going out for my job " she said I moved away as she looked at my tears that can't be held but came out "Alice ahh please " I said as I broke in tears ...

Alice's POV

he broked down in tears ,I held him he cried In my arms it's making my heart ache why why does it hurt?I don't even love him then why ?????"jungkook please don't cry " I said with the small of amount of voice that came out of my mouth ,No it can't happen no please no I don't wanna get hurt again !I don't want to hurt this pure soul because of me ,I can't fall in love again ....I can't break the promise that I made with him ....Why God Why ??