Cauldron Of Doubt

My heart is 

A boiling bubbling  infernal of rage

Within my chest

It is barely contained

Smother the flames

With fear and doubt

Add a dash of depression

To round it all out

.

Then boil it and stew it

Reject it

And dump it all out

Then change your mind

And scoop it all up

Put it back in its vessel

All tainted and stained

Defiled by dirt as it Begins to decay

.

Enough of my heart

Now let's speak of my mind

It's twisted and broken

And lust filled inside

It's been blackened

By years of other people's lies

My mind says don't trust

But my heart says it's fine

Only to once again

Feel the decay and decline