I am hooked and so very ready to read more ! The layout of your existence (Atleast the beginning years of your existence) is so similar to mine and it is refreshing to read your truth . You and the ones you love/have surrounded yourself both have completely different versions of the way your life has played out to this point . What you may call a spiritual awakening, another would call a demonic possession. It doesn’t have to be that drastic but I hope you understand what I mean . It is so healing to express our realities as we experienced them, Especially when dealing with addiction . Addicts are so very misunderstood so I thank you for being open with us . It helps to know I’m not alone