if he lost he lost but why does he have no recentment. is he aspiring to a martial artist or a monk! its bland food, no taste at all.

In the earlier chapters when Rui takes third exam to join the academy, he gets attached by a older girl Fae who is also direct disciple of some sage, and gets defeated but our mc doesn't show any anger towards her despite his all efforts until now to become a martial artists. That was too unreal and more unreal is that if it were a boy who did it, would he had the same feelings. I don't care of he gets accepted or not latter. I don't see gender equality and appreciate emotions in him. he is more like a monk already and it becomes more monotonouse and boring when you know how the charector will act without any brain. its more like bland food.