if i remembered correctly, didn't our mc get exp from defeating enemy? than why didn't he get any from the past 3 weeks and when he was in the tournament?
why don't mc ask lilith to teach him how to control his external skill? i believe lilith's proficiency in controlling mana is higher than that white haired girl since she is from higher realm + with more experience
why don't she arrange a group of unawakened people to go hunt with atleast 2 awakened as a guardian? since they can increase their manpower thus increasing their chance of survival? isn't that better than just staying there crying?
my guess is,it has something to do with bai since he had trust issue because he probably was betrayed by his best friend. while she probably been raped or something since she always hated man
i think there must've been something really special about mc since even the director know his parents and how he managed to kill a bodyguard when he was a child and a human too