All this is the thoughts I have. The conversations I want to have. The thing that scares me every now and again. These are the thoughts that in my mind the ones that confuse, scares, and even worries me. If you don't like go ahead but if you do end of pondering some of my ramblings I'm... I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that these thought have infected you mind like they have done to mine. I don't know my own mind so what else could it be. I wish I could write this with out rating myself but still I'm sorry